saye xde rugs ikea mcm ceda jadi saya tak bersemangat

mase boring2 sangap kat skolah smlm, i took these pictas.this is my workstation anyway and this is frankly what i do everyday in skool.huhu.YE CEDA AKU TAKDE BILIK MCM KO YG BLEH LETAK RUGS IKEA SO AKU JELES DGN KO YG ADE KEHIDUPAN BAHAGIA..huhu so all that i own is this tiny table wic most of the time semua bahan2 kerja berlumba-lumba stuck atas meja nak letak tgn pon takleh and kadang2 tepakse g merempat kat meja org lain (ye aku tipu meja aku sbenarnye clear sbb pemalas so xde buku2 keje atas meja) heee :))

see..harus ke ade henfon atas buku and 100 plus
sewaktu bekerja?huhu

guide for incompetent teacher
T_T

this is what my record book looks like
oh mcm cikgu punye
T_T

ha bace2..inilah tatacara kerja.
sila ikot ok
T_T

boringggggg!!!

lappy nard tp aieshah menjelma di sebelah

saje nak hapdet guna lappy nard.hee..:)) budak2 ni g mane ntah tinggal lappy.klas for today da abis..so tggu nak balik jelah.lmbatnye..da boring kat skolah doing nuthin'.byk keje sebenarnye tapi mmg da bakat procrastinator terpendam dlm diri, so musti aa buat last minute.hee :))

okay ah..aieshah da blk nih.die dok pandang2.die marah kot gune lappy nard kesayangan die nih.. :P

goodday peeps!

p/s: jgn lupe g klas ptg ni kul 4 eyh :)

accompanying-a sister-shopping-tapi-sebenarnye-babysitting

Belek2 gambar mase cuti aritu then terserempak dgn gmbr nih.hee..suke2.ha inilah gmbar accompanying-a sister-shopping-tapi-sebenarnye-babysitting.huhu. here is the proof.budak ni pon..haihh.tanak jalan dgn mama n abah die.bekepit dgn cikji je.haiyaa..menambah potensi org2 memandang cikji die nih mcm bibik.demm..

Beware: jgn bwk budak g beli groceries.upah adalah lagi mahal dari pekerjaan.

tgk2 eksyen ah tu dpt ikot cikji wpon kemudian kena pakse bwk Bihun Jasmine kegemaran ramai kat tgn sbb cikji kuntrul2 jage standard malu nak bwk bihun.haha.lost x jumpe puan wan rasyidah pemegang troli abadi.tepakse carry around bihun nih.haha

oh oh volunteer bawak bihun dgn matlamat tersembunyi rupenye.huhu.kenape la perlu ade lane yg susun2 coklat byk2 nih.xpe2..pilih2..cikji bagi upah sbb bwk Bihun Jasmine yg cikji tak rela nak carry around tuh.hee :P

"haiyaa..ko ingat cikji ko nih byk dueeet ka danish oii.."
huhu
Encik Danish yg demand nk toblerone kotak besau sbgai upah carry Bihun Jasmine around satu tesco.cess..budak2 zaman sekarang.haihh..
T_T

sky

stood under the sky
thanking god for being alive
i was born under this sky
and it's now where my mind flies

# oh Encik performs with never got jack lagi tonite @ faculty's dinner.
and i'm gonna sleep early.so see u when i see u mister.
T_T

ahad yg indah tapi tidak

ahad.

hari ni duty kat pejabat warden.malasnye.

tapi dok kat bilik pon x buat ape2 juga.

hibernating.tapak sulaiman.xdpt cahaya matahari.

tapi pergi pejabat warden pun boring juga.

duduk.xbuat ape2.tggu parents dtg.ckp2 dgn budak.

haih.

i am thankful for being blessed with job but i detest the way it works.

boleh?

rasa nak pergi jalan2, jauh2.

tapi hari ni duty.

it's barely a time to see yda.sorry babe, but i'll find a way.

hmph!huhu.

sunday morning

adriana batrisyia, 2yrs,6mnths

this is how it works.when i am down with stress.when i am lost in troubles.when i give up on stupid conversation.when i am at the negative end and can barely survive to the positive path.when i am mad and sick of everything in my life.when i hate everybody and just dun need to talk. adriana is always the one will come and cheer me up.she's like a light in my life, a spark, an adorable angel, sugar on top of a pie.kids' innocence is the only element dat is really true in this world.cikji needs u adriana!

Lets call it a week, or not.

warning: this is a lenghty entry with only words here and there.nak upload pics tapi apesal ntah takbley plak blogspot nih.haih.well, this is my report of the day. to whom it may concern saja :)) and the contents are plainly my innocent amateur thoughts thus it should claim no offense i wish.



today everything went on quite smoothly.first thing in the morning there was a meeting, conducted by the principal.so tade assembly like other weeks before. i like assemblies.wierd eyh?aha..actually i am a lil bit interested with the Perak anthem.it's catchy, and the phrase " iman yang soleh Allah kurniakan" do really mean something.hehe. so i am looking forward for friday assemblies just to stand straight and harmonised this anthem together with the students.HAHA DIAM SAYA TAHU ITU PATHETIC HUHU.

meeting started at 7.35 cmtu kot.listened to principal's speech about this and that *yawn* but i was interrupted halfway due to the calling of a parent who wanted to visit her daughter.her daughter was reported as sick since yesterday (ya i noe bout dat since this f4 girl was sent to the hospital last nite at 11.45 pm as feeling so weak for not taking foods since the day before.haihh takkan nak makan pun nak kena ajar) so being worried, she wants to take a look on her.haihh..i dun understand why parents can just come in and out to visit their soo pampered children at any hour.we have rules but they're easily broken each time.it's quite frustrating as we have other commitments to be fullfilled rather than sparing each minute waiting for things like dis.anyhoo, it's already happened, and will happen again no matter how hard i wish it would not.huhu.went back in for the meeting and *yawn* till it ended up at approximately 8.30 in the morning.

sat at my place in the staffroom to wait my 5hh2 class that supposed to start at 9.20 am.long way to go so i just turned on the lappy and updated blog.hehe.next i did some preparation for the class before climbing the stairs to 5hh2. decided to evaluate their oral test but to my frustration the students were still not quite prepared for their oral.i gave them 1 week, so think there's no excuse such as time constraint.still, i made them done their oral with only few groups left to be evaluated.ha buat garang2 sikit supaya diorang takot tapi selalunya tak berhasil cubaan saya untuk jadi garang itu huhu T_T

class done.went to the canteen at 10.00 to have breakfast with nadia, aieshah *betol ke aku eja name ko ni* and akma.hehe.nothing much left to eat so makan yang mane ade ajelah but had long girly huhahu conservation at the canteen since nobody else's around until the principal came in.we all automatically collected our plates and buat muke rush gile nak pegi meneruskan kerja dengan berdedikasi sebab takot kat pengetua haha dammiyt.

it's 10.30 when we dragged ourselves to the staffroom again.so i made myself busy with the debate script, while others were doing their own works and chit-chatting with each other. i'd prefer to just sit at my place, stuck my face on the lappy's monitor and get my works done, so time will fly fast forward to the end of the school hour, i wish.hehe.lotsa visitors came into the staffroom today.most of them were from Bank Rakyat, offering cards *am not sure what is dat rily for* which i think would apply the same as credit cards. i was not interested with it so i didn't give a mind.heh..i dun dare to try loh.i'm too green for things like this.huhu.

12.20, the bell rang to it's max with pitchy high decibles as it's the last day for the week.tapi sape kata friday is the day we call a week? this term is hardly can be applied anymore. evidence: all the teachers in Perak have to attend a Professionalism Course ,tommorow.yes, tommorow. it's saturday! why should the world be so cruel?huhu..have to attend school like always. i hardly have weekends nowadays.ada2 saja kerja plus warden's duty yg membuatkan life like no life *sigh*. and yes, Sunday saya ada warden's duty.ohoh..weekends will be just a sweet memory of the good old times sooner loh i think.huhu.

punched out and dragged my feet home with no feeling.fast asleep at 1 pm after talked to fadli thru phone.xmakan.malas.tired, *haha alasan* so found myself woke up at 4pm.ingat nak go out for some groceries shopping for the month tapi da tertdo so the plan was arjourned to 4.50 pm after zohor and asar prayer.heh,boleh semayang zohor lewat gile and asar awal gile sebaik sahaja lepas azan.hehe.

came back home.do nothing.oh bukan, masak megi.makan depan lappy while listening to the sounds from the tvee. PATHETIC BUKAN? students were quite bising as they were going downstairs for their dinner.malas nak tego.they have the rights to have fun and laughter, to create memories they will think back and smile in the future.as long as it doesn't bring any harm and not against the school rules, that's fine with me.seriously i dun want to be like Che Po, my warden during those days in Faris Petra, who was forever serious in carrying out her duty.oh takott.wpon dulu saya adalah one of the naughtiest and we-are-so-kewl-dun-disturb-us students in Faris Petra, tapi saya takde, i repeat, xde okay langgar2 school rules mcm diorg sekarang ini.so i wish the karma dun fall on me. :P

so dat's it.now i'm in front of the lappy again..after maghrib prayer and yassin recital. ingat nak sambong buat the debate script.wish me luck peeps! risau juga sebab bloghopping is too interesting to resist plus bukan selalu saya dapat guna celcom broadband nih.huhu.and tonite nak tdo lewat. a few days back asyik tdo awal.need to spend some precious time meset2 like we always did when i was a student.*jangan pergi practice never got jack lama2 ya..huhu*working has turned me into such a boring person.haiya..

betol2 panjang entry ini akhirnya.Hmph :B

p/s: ceda, misi tapak sulaiman aku pon da bermula juga.kan bagos kalau kita boleh bertapak sulaiman mcm dulu sambil mencaci kucing makcik aji umah sebelah sbb suke berak kat balcony umah kita or bergelak ketawa menonton drama swasta hari sabtu yang sgt kewl fesyen rambut para pelakonnye.hgvhjcshusjkncbv!

T_T

i

i miss being at home.

i miss waking up to my mum's cooking

i miss mornings with abah's fav channel on tv

i miss the little rascals

i miss the morning breeze from the bedroom window..

i miss shopping-outing with my big villain brother

i miss dear little sister and the never-ending arguments which always end up with laughing-our-heart-out.

i miss the old house so much

and the people

i hate being alone and having to listen to audio sounds instead of human's.

i hate life like no life.

i do not feel secure without my family and fav friends.

ohmy, why am i such a kid trapped in grown-up's body?

i am not ready to face the world,

i am not ready to take care of my own self,

let alone other people.


money can't buy happiness, yes i am now convinced.

.........

i've promised myself,
not to whine anymore.
i've promised myself,
dat i am gonna be strong
i've promised myself,
to face all the encumbrance
i've promised myself,
no matter how bad it is
i know to help myself
is only i am


alone

:))

dear diary,
didn't i tell u the trip home was quite a blast? yes, it was.having someone you haven't seen for so long standing in one piece right before your eyes should bring an added joy to a long-waited holiday :"))
anyways, thanx mister for this.aha..sukeeeeee

mrsm jeli
14th march 2009
:))

# nak jugak bagi depan mrsm.haihh..ansara mmg cmni eyh?obses mara.huhu*oopps..larikkk..* :P

girly outings!

twas breezy thursday morning when lidya and aimi arrived cheerfully at my house to head for our girly outing for the holiday :))

Had breakfast at WhiteHouse@KotaBharu

we all had these bread & butter
yum yum!

lidya and aimi sedang makan dengan gigih
hee :))

aimi & her bestie delly

in memory of Miss Lidyawani Mat Rani
weehoo..cep, 4th april ni jadi okie!
:))

life's schedule

my life goes on as usual today, after the exceptional holiday i had last week. so tension and stress come together, as, to test and ruin me to the max.


oh whining lagi.

ya, why should holidays end so fast?why should a week becomes just like a blink of an eye?haihh..

and now, i have to face all these miserable troubles again.

xpercaya?

lets review.

school,7.30-2.35
3 classes today, 4 periods.
buddysupport class, last 2 periods.
warden's duty, 2.30-3.45
sports day practice, 4.00-6.00.
warden's duty, 8.30-11.30


oh complete weyhh!

ada sape2 nak jadi cikgu??

esok hari sabtu!

yeah2..

Tomorrow comes Saturday!

can't wait to meet him

ya kawan-kawan

mmg saya blk dgn Encik fadli pun


huhu..

this should be our longest trip together after 4 years :)

dtg amik saye, blk kota bharu, & pastu patah balik g kl & then g upsi 4 the convocation,

on the same day.


thanx shouldn't be enuff..

huhu

^_^



p/s: fill in the blank

maaflah entry ini mengenai diri sendiri sahaja.ini adalah kerana tidak sabar hendak balik kampung ok.bukan sebab-sebab lain and ohya, mmg sudah lama tidak berjumpa pun.semenjak lepas kejadian baling Big Apple's Coffee keatas jalanraya.huhu.okie.nak balikk ah.

oh saturday..


come quick!



haha saja nak tulis tatau nk tulis ape

cuti-cuti malaysia

oh saya susah hati
power-cable lappy saya buat hal
bagaimana ini
saya tidak tahu dimana hendak mendapatkan gantiannya di tempat sebegini
mungkin kena tunggu nanti balik kota bharu
dan meminta Wan Raudhee membelikannya sebagai hadiah harijadi
(wah tiba-tiba je harijadi)
ish susahnya
lama lagi hendak pulang
3 hari lagi
oh..


saturday...come quick!

p/s: senarai perkara-perkara yg saya ingin lakukan di rumah nanti:

1. menghadiri majlis perkahwinan encik khairullah bin zulkifli
(bukankah laki-laki tidak dibenarkan berkahwin sebelum umur 27 tahun?di Malaysia tiada undang-undang sebegitu eyh eyh?)huhu

2. membantu ibu-bapa membuat kerja-kerja di sekitar rumah setiap pagi terutamanya berkebun dan menyiram bunga sementelahan itu adalah kegemaran ibu.(buat keee?)haha

3. bangun seawal mungkin pada waktu pagi dan menyediakan sarapan pagi untuk adik beradik lelaki yang nampak macho tetapi sebenarnya tidak pandai membakar roti.

4. oh dan juga menolong abah membancuh ali cafe 3 in 1 nya selepas dia pulang dari solat suboh.ini adalah bertujuan untuk menambah kredit di matanya dan dengan harapan dia akan menganggap saya anak yang sgt baik dan harta akan diturunkan kepada saya (HAHA sila keji saya)

5. bergaduh dengan cik wan nur ain mengenai 2K (kucing dan kerja sekolah).

6. pergi membeli-belah tanpa sedarkan diri bahawa duit sudah tiada jadi terpaksa merengek-rengek meminta belas ihsan kakak yang penyayang.(ya INI bodek)

7.tidur dengan lewat kerana menjalani kehidupan yang padat dan juga berpeluang makan megi pada pukul 12 tengah malam bersama cik wan nur ain.ini ialah tips menambah kemesraan antara adik-beradik dan membuatkan adik menjadi bertambah kagum terhadap kakak.

8.membeli buku babystep the pearl di kedai buku terkenal (popular)

9. mengajak cik-cik shahrayanis,shahrafinaz dan shahrahimaz keluar dan makan-makan dengan tujuan mengambil hati dan membuatkan mereka kagum dan bertambah mesra dengan saya.(yeah2)

10. bergurau senda supaya berasa disayangi oleh adriana zaki(oh ini mesti.sudah lama tidak cium budak ini yang berbau coklat.ya dia memilih untuk makan cadbury instead of sumi jelly)

11. membeli selipar baru kerana encik biru enam ringgit ole-ole mall saya sudah semakin dimamah usia.saya hendak pencenkan ia.ya saya kena juga.kesian pada ia.

12.dan banyak lagi.esok sahaja saya tulis.

.....

many times,
things wouldn't come our way.
life is cruel
and people are bad
surroundings are hell
we can't even cry, yet to yell.
bygones would never be gone.





oh saturday..come quick!

thanx to technology

it's fridayy already.another 7 dayss he'll be here.yeah2.can't wait!


~!it's been a long time since we have pictas together

nasib baik ada maxis mms
(T_T)

# when sumbody asked me what is the criteria i'm looking in a chap, i spontaneously said, "it literate!" wahh..kenapa kah tiba2 berkata begitu?kenapakah tidak kata hensem,bergaya,mutu,keunggulan?wohoo...bestkeee it literate? :P

good thing comes awhile

last saturday,

a good friend of mine from Faris Petra paid a visit.she's actually visiting her boyfriend who's residing near here.she took the opportunity to come and visit me.wah..the last time we met was like,2 years ago.twas reunion, and plan after plan were made after that but it's either me or her who's having excuses.so that's it.what a good feeling it is to see someone you really know for a long time right before your eyes.and it is heart-warming enough to have someone you spend your teenage life with, come to witness how boring your life is, without the existance of her dearly peeps WAH CREDIT TO ME DEAR MY DEAR FRIENDS HAHA OKAY ENOUGH so i spend my days counting times to go and reunite with those superb friends, sharing girly thoughts, gossips and whatnots.huhu, okay back to this amalina.well she's amalina ismail, a person who never failed to be my classmate for good 5 years in Faris Petra.i call her ngah (haha only us know why) so we have lots to share,surely as she's my never-failed-to-keep-in-touch friend too.(haha,i am bad in keeping in touch guys.take note here).we share the same dorm in form 1, which is Kesuma A?wah..harap-harap betol.oh we were gangsters in school last time tau so serves me right that now i have to face all those stupid we-are-so-gangster-and-so-right people everyday in my life.haihh.well we had so much fun,talking like nobody's business,laughing our heart out,gossip on this and that.hmm..dammit, i rily mish dat moment when we were young,we were so happy enjoying this life,rily happy, so damn happy, dancing-on-air happy.

so today, i come back to reality.stepping my feet on earth,feeling as plain yet weird at the same time.feeling not me.

dammit.yes,good thing only comes awhile, like a rainbow in an evening.


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