tmrw.

this is masjid sultan mizan, putrajaya (as if org lain xtau) and i somehow found it in the piccas folder.the main suspect is wanraudhee coz he's a camera freak.well, truth is i dunno how to feel right now hmph.

going to be away for 3 days.won't be able to get online.what?feel like living in ice age already.hahah.i should have bought a netbook :(

i'm so gonna die!huhu.dilemma!dilemma!being an intrinsic person like me, it's hard to face the outer world.anxious.worried sick! :(

called home,called loved ones,but still halfheartedly prepared :(

hope i won't leave anything behind tmrw.

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so that's that.

am going to smt lebuh cator this weekend.inter-tech.in charge of english debate team.and it's labor's day for god's sake!!

have to miss pau (siti fauziana) 's wedding reception in penang!!hateeee it. i still remember we once told ourselves that we hate boys! haha..i was 18 at that time.geez..how time flies.now pau's already met her life partner.next year she'll be with a babyyyy!!is it for real pau??haha.sobs.

can't think of other things.be back later.

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it's going to be ok.it's going to be ok.it's going to be ok.it's going to be ok.it's going to be ok.it's going to be ok.it's going to be ok.it's going to be ok.

saturday

twas replacement school today but they decided to hold this course, which is for our latihan dalam perkhidmatan thingys.so far i have attended 3, so 4 days to go before the year ends!

i must say that i enjoyed the movie "Lean on Me", a biography film of a principal in the year of 1989 named Joe Louis Clark.well, it is impressive to have such a great leader, who can make decision and stick to it, braves all hurdles and judgment.you know, despite of all the bureaucracy issues and all, the leader stays put, believes that everything will be alright at the end of the day.i adore him in some ways but i am not sure whether all of his actions can be applied here in our country.we'll see :)

next, went out with the girls to catch a movie.that was only after i checked on the website that they are screening How To Catch A Dragon today.yippee!i have wanted to watch it since forever, so i didn't think i should miss it.aha..so that was that.enjoyed the 1hour and a half, felt as if i am a Viking too! my black bug is officially Night Fury now ok!haha....




had dinner at mcD as majority wanted to, and..fly home on my night fury :P

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i kiss my life slowly

i celebrate the pain

i suffer through happiness

i kiss my life slowly

it's good, it's bad, i'm gonna dance with it.

(T_T)

ain.

last weekend was terribly fun.lazying around at home, drawing, sketching, like the good old days.you know, we used to secretly take abah's A4 plain papers just for our drawing activities.or, just flip into the last few pages of our exercises books during school, they're full of sketches and doodles.and the most should goes to wan raudhee coz he's the naughtiest and laziest.haha. but heh, looks like ain is definitely the best artist in the family, which me, her kakji finally awards her a ream of a4 paper!haha..enjoy the papers sister.when i was younger, i never had a grip on proper plain plain papers.so, count your blessings!! anyways, these sketches are just too nice, well at least for me. :)

picasso in the making
(as if)

morning at home

am having none of whatsoever plan today.ain is still sleeping at the other side of the bed.the weather is chilly. had a cupcake for breakfast.aroma of the coffee is killing.abah's watching p.ramlee.umi is busy with her flowers and so-called garden.it's a quiet morning. a quiet morning at home!!it's a nice feeling, believe me.

excitement

oh2 rase jakun guna internet kat rumah lajuu banget.

what?rumah?yeap rumah means pasir tumboh la.aha..reached home at 10 last nite after the 6++ journey from teluk intan!!

oh happy happy!!!


16th april
-cuti rehat

19th april
-cuti am keputeraan sultan perak.klau sultan ramai2 mesti bleh cuti byk2 hari setiap kali bday diorg, kan?haha..okay okay..stupid joke! (-_-")

an agony

today has been smooth-sailed.

ah, i suddenly remember bout this pair of earings that i own since i was five.the left side has somehow dropped somewhere. and lostttt.huuuu

okay, actually it happened in december but i didn't really care.

buttt...

now it's time to cry for it's lost!hu hu..i need the lefty sidee..or not i'll be some sort of g** who only wears an earing on the right side of the..ear!huhu..no..the things is, i am afraid that the earing spot will..will...fade.and i am in no way to be getting a new one coz the process is scarryyy...huhu..

umi, what's my bday present?can i have it in advance..oh what?we're going to the goldsmith?hu hu (as iffff....)

happy birthday!

adlyn is officially a 1y.o baby today!ohmy, how time flies.still remember the morning i arrived home to see you for the first time at 7days young.that was on your akikah and cukur jambul day.you know what dear, u look exactly like your abah, you copied him everything from the hair to the smiles!, loves to be carried by hot dudes (ur ayah ngah, ayah chik, and of course ur abah lah!), an apple of everyone's eyes and even ur tokwan loves to hold you!how jealous i am..huhu..anyways, cikji hopes u will especially become an angel and behaves well just like ur seniors adriana and danish! and remember, be good to ur mama, ok?btway, ur mama has done lotsa thing for me since forever, so i think, it's paytime! :)

my kak ayu is such a generous sister everybody would dream of.i've always been her no.1 fan, not only because she ironed my school uniform when we were schooling, but she pays almost everything for me even i am with a job now.ahaha.okay2..actually i admire her resilience and courage.everything that she does always seems to be easy and nice while i am always the gullible one!huhu.anyways,

happy 1st birthday adlyn!

p/s: tmrw's danish's 6th bday!haiyo..being aunt is making me broke lah! hu hu

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we're going to have sports day in 5 days time.but it has been raining religiously from 3.30pm until 5.30 pm every day.this was last Tuesday. Seeking shelter from thin drizzles for a few minutes before it started to be raining cats and dogs.tough luck, everything has to be done, again.(-_-") but hey, i love sports day coz i dun have to do the running things no more. :p

dot

there were days when we tend to be extra emotional. we cried a lot since we are gifted with a very fragile heart.

my teen age started in a not so happy note.i cried the first day i started secondary school.not on my first day of primary school. well, at the age of 13, not 7.how shameful was that.

it was the very first day i was left alone with strangers.you know, i never took part in any field trip when i was in primary school as my father won't let me to. so at the age of 12++, left to be in total different surrounding, was definitely a hard moment to me.i cried each time i had a chance to.(during shower, after suboh prayer, during phone call at the public phone booth,before dozing off at night, etc.).but the soppy-teary episodes did not last long.i got to know wonderful people who were my seniors, the extra-ordinary friends, enjoyable activities, and extremely awesome 5 years that i have never imagined before.

so i thought i won't be a crybaby any longer.it was nearly succeeded as tesl years continued to be so dammit fun.not a single tear was dropped back then.

but, much to my surprise, i cried the day my parents sent me to this workplace.(oh god, can't believe i am dare enough to reveal this.) so this working life better be awesome or..









nay, i dun have any other option.scratch that.









hu hu

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everything that i do these days seems not to be easy.especially today.my morning starts off with getting furious at the prefects.you know, kids stuffs.they will do anything without thinking of the consequences.

later on i had class with this bunch of students who think that they are good enough while they are not.ok, it's everyday stuffs.lazy, sleepy, stinks (yes they are).i am tired of being the one who gives the question and answer it at the same time.looking at those lazy faces made me wanna explode.no offense dear students, but could you please lah show some effort.or at least, show some respect to your teacher who is standing in front.ok?

haih.why lah.it's so easy for me to get mad these days.and i have been keeping that uneasy feeling, pastuh suffer sorg2.good.oh ok, on another note, i have just discovered a brilliant application in my phone.it's the dictionary!haha..i won't have to bring my oxford-pocket everywhere i go after this.that's good.hmm..the bell's ringing.gotta go!

no point

current addiction.i am not really a fan of coffee as it makes my stomach gone haywire (?) each time i consumed any. but this roast coffee is really a killer (well, at least for me), which is not only for my tastebuds, but my eyes too!! hu..can't sleep!well done mr.coffee.see you in ten years time, anyway.

LoL!

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it's 11.50 pm.not sleepy, yet, coz i just had a round of cold bath.uh..ok i know it's harmful for our body system but i just can't help it.it was humid in here..but wait...ah, thank God, it's raining!

hmm..my maxis line seems not to be available.ugh..

see, i really have to trade something for another thing.wished for cool breeze and cold night but now it's lightning!! gotta save my modem! hu..

later!

sunday in my room

what a blissful Sunday..

it's so quiet i can even hear birds chirping.calm and serene.cool breeze from last night's rain..and feeling full after having egg mcmuffin and a cup of roast coffee.aha..nice uh?

woke up like real early this morning.dunno what to do plus hungry, i made a run to mcd for the breakfast.heheh.now, am staring at the screen, start to feel sleepy again.mm..maybe a quick nap won't hurt.. :P

despite of being broke from yesterday's action, i am happy enough.you know, sometimes you have to sacrifice something to get another thing but, what i really hope is, this one will be long lasting.uh..i can't afford to spend more as i have dslr on mind.huhu..

called home and umi said she thot i am coming home this weekend.hahah..wanraudhee said the same thing also.haih people, you are so sweet ah.and now, i am missing home dan menyesal x balik!hu..i miss everyone at home..

today's note: and you too! hu :(

makan-makan

so my life is not that pathetic. at least, i have different people to have dinner with every night.just turn on the tv, i'll have all the politicians, artist, news presenters, hosts, and even all the desperate housewives on tuesday nights!

(-_-")