hello!

 meet Alex and April!

 

 

hari ini birthday ain.

hari ni 23 Feb birthday ain, the lil sis.

and tell me how could i get married when i have an awesome life with this lil sister?and to break her heart into pieces?to make her feeling empty and all alone?

well, lil sis..

no matter where am i in this whole world, believe me, my heart is always next to yours. you can reach for me in any minute of the day and night.and here i promise, nothing's gonna change.kakji still akan beli ape2 saja benda unik satu utk kakji and satu utk ain sampai bile2.believe me, Mr.Fadli will never meddle between us and i will make sure he's not going to stop me whenever i wanna splurge on anything for you.heheh.

hmmph.that's the only thing makes the heart feels heavy.

one day when you grow up, spread your wings and explore the world, you'll understand why.and to get married is sometimes not the thing we really want at that moment.it's merely because of the parents, the community, the people around us who will never stop of being judgmental. you know, the never ending questions, the you've-been-together-for-so-long-so-please-get-married-sooner statements, well, kind of fulfillment for others. 

so dear, don't be sad.i will forever be your goofy-silly-sloppy sister who will just simply trade anything in the whole world for you.just for you.

as what they said,

A sister can be seen as someone who is both ourselves and very much not ourselves - a special kind of double.  ~Toni Morrison

A sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life.  ~Isadora James

What's the good of news if you haven't a sister to share it?  ~Jenny DeVries

Sisters annoy, interfere, criticize.  Indulge in monumental sulks, in huffs, in snide remarks.  Borrow.  Break.  Monopolize the bathroom.  Are always underfoot.  But if catastrophe should strike, sisters are there.  Defending you against all comers.  ~Pam Brown

Sisters don't need words.  They have perfected a language of snarls and smiles and frowns and winks - expressions of shocked surprise and incredulity and disbelief.  Sniffs and snorts and gasps and sighs - that can undermine any tale you're telling.  ~Pam Brown

She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities.  She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway.  She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark.  She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink.  Some days, she's the reason you wish you were an only child.  ~Barbara Alpert

and here's my say,

i love you sis, unconditionally ~ your sis.

# i stalked into her secret blog when i stumbled upon above post, which was written about 4 months ago.hmph :(

another escape

 Last Friday was eventful it never had been before. shoot off to ikea after school. had lunch at waroeng penyet, our 1st rank of F&B outlet, which as usual, delicious, and Hot! okay order Soda Gembira sampai dua, then Es Cendol lagik.and tghtr with Gulai ayam, Ayam penyet, Ikan Bakar,we were definitely one happy couple.sbb dpt makan sedap2.hahaha! tgk ni pon teringat2 lagik.shesss.

 

and right before calling it a day at the curve, we went tapauing another fav thing at Subway! the turkey club and cheese & steak sandwich surely never fail to impress! rasa mcm nk menangis makan.(haha okay over) tapi makan yg cheese& steak tuh share2 dgn Mr.F sbb masih kenyang mkn ayam penyet so the other one balik umah simpan dlm fridge.boleh mkn hari ahad yg sedih sbb mr.F dh balik.

the 6 inch sandwich.oh.jgn tertipu dgn rupanya yg hodoh setelah berada dlm fridge selama 1 hari setengah.

blabla.

watched The Lake House last night on tv.sbb Keanu Reeves berlakon.

pening kapla sbb students bergadoh.bwk henset.kena rampas.pastu henset org lain kantoi.pastu bergadoh.hoihhhh!!

now i hate the cell phone inventor.sape pemegang patent cell phone ni hah?grrr!

tapi esok Jumaat. gembira to the max! wpon sabtu sekolah -_-"

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and that the broadband is making problems, and i am in no way to get a new one, so guess goodbye leisure in front of laptop in the afternoons and nights =(

oh Friday, please, please pretty please sugar coated with candies on top, sprinkled with chocolate, please come sooner!

whatta life.

here now i am yearning to go back.

the sis' family is going held this small bacaan Yaasin and doa selamat ceremony for their new hse.kinda house warming of such.and i am not going to be there?can't believe it.shesssh.if not because of last Sat's course, i must have hopped into the bus for a ride home on Friday nite and took a day off today.too bad..too bad.. :(

the fact that i've joined the clan cleaning the house a week before and fashionably fell onto the slippery floor (haha) while getting it mopped seemed to make it more frustrating not to join the hse warming itself! 

to quote adriana;

"bilik cikji ado jugok.bilik na, bilik abe, bilik ma, tapi alin dok bilik ma.nge abah.cantikkk!"

oh sedih.

i miss shopping having unnecessary walk inside a mall  :(

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Silence is a girl's loudest cry, you will always know she's really hurt if she's ignoring you.

 

saje je tulis.haha.took it from abby~

despair day 1

was about to list down my to-dos when suddenly it came like, why bother? 

hmm hmm

80% of my job field is to settle down paper works, reports, managements, meetings and all.while the other 20% is teaching.yes, teaching.you read me right.well i am a teacher.so ironic.mushy i know, but come on people, be realistic! 

bla bla bla~

my world of despair started soon i left Pasir Tumboh at 11.30 in the morning. and to reach Teluk Intan nine hours later due to extreme jammed-packed road journey was definitely none of my choice.waghh.so depressing.oh april, i yearn for you!

and needless to say, i'm starting to miss those lil rascals :(

but today went on quite, hmm, ok, for me.despite the bad news on the workloads (always) it was found that i didn't have to handle English Club's weekly meeting this evening.so relieved! so with that i had longer afternoon and peaceful night hence the noises lah.got the floor mopped, cleaned the fans and whatnots, except of unpacking.hahah.feels like letting the clothes to be inside the bags until the next time i'm going back again!can i? hmm..gonna get em tackled later i guess.

and as for tmrw, i still can't predict my fate.i am in crucial need of a peaceful one.tho it's heard that there's gonna be warden's meeting.aghh!tidak!tidak!

how i wish i am an astronaut right now.

grats!

 two weddings of four ex-schoolmates.well, that really reunites us together! and guess what, there's even few of them whom i haven't met since we leave Faris Petra. Oh God, if i ever been given a chance of going anywhere, i'll definitely choose those days in that place.coz only being with them does make me fit in place.huhu.anyways, here's the daises. both are wonderful! congrats again adeck & nizam, and ina & akem. now go and make babies okay (cliche) =p

adeck & nizam's

ina & akem's

school holidayy

holiday's spent well and, fun. except of babysitting, that is. and can't get enuff of baby sis' white room.haha.i just so love this place that i spent most of the time snuggling and roaming around this tiny space.well, more holiday pics to come! (holiday pics means everything under the roof sbb mmg x pergi bercuti mane2, well mmg x penah pegi mane-mane pon kalo cuti.haha) and bestfriends' wedding piccas for sure!till then!