just for personal record

this month i've watched:

Avatar!
- great! needs no further explanation. :)

The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus
- crap.wonder why people wanna make such muvie.why eyh?huh..dammitlah.

Old Dogs
- okay-lah. if you're looking for some laugh after a stressful day at work.

Legion
- so~so..part yg makcik tuh mengganas je best.yg lain hampeh.low-budget muvie i guess.hahah.


Avatar is the best lah, of course.Jake Sully+Neytiri, semoga anda berbahagia di planet Pandora itu.hahaha :)

*homesick*

honestly i feel quite bad today after waking up from afternoon nap.it happened that i suddenly felt like missing home really dammit much. it has been approximately 1 months since the last time i was there :(

actually promised sistah to go home together this weekend (she's in KL now) so we can do some shopping in Kota Bharu together (hahah!) plus the fact that the cargo from Sibu has arrived (yay!) and thinking what big brother (wanraudhee) has bought from Kota Kinabalu as he's coming back from a meeting in KK, now i feel like flying home at this very moment!huhu:(

*homesick*

anyhow, what makes my heart feels lighter must be the fact that fadli's still in perak.though he's in Kl attending some interviews today, still, he's coming back to Afzal's house soon he finished everything.and little sister, finaz is tagging along!hehe..she's currently studying in UsiM and he will fetch her from Nilai before heading back to Bota.so tomorrow we might have some fun visiting places,but not shopping complex i guess.i had enough of it and we spent a lot dah this month buying pricey stuffs.heheh.so where to, eyh?

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(i am still yearning for HOME!!)
*homesick* tsk..tsk.. :(

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back to school today.

ugh.

(haha motif tetiba merungut slps bercuti)

tapi sblm menceritakan kegembiraan pergi bercuti, lets just gaze off on the thingys to be settled at least AT LEAST by the end of the week.

• powerpoint presentation for the taklimat on Thursday.
• Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah thingys
• laminate all handouts for bilik Q
• Get ready for the taklimat this thursday
  
• find out what's the criteria for Prefect selection.
• and yes, sort it out and get ready for Prefect selection!

well, thats it.oh2 gotta go.ade kelas!well, lets talk bout the holiday :) later ya.

:)

:)

somebody's coming over again for the weekend!

excited!excited!

:)

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tibe2 terjumpe gmba mase pegi johor, melaka n kl cuti baru2 ni.a de gmba dlm masjid feat. umi je sbb abah semayang kat sbelah lelaki bersama mereka2 yg lelaki pastu ade gmba ain yg pkai jubah masjid lalu perasan konvokesyen. taken @ Masjid Putrajaya. gmba tempat2 lain dlm laptop Wan Raudhee barangkali.

mom after prayer

budak perasan konvo pakai jubah masjid

ok..that's that.

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2nd one for today.


am waiting for the students to get themselves done with the religious talks and Isya' prayer for i have a mission tonite.am not on duty but being a warden means 24/7 on-call with a lil' complimentary allowance.well yes, am gonna meet the students to give a briefing on the cleanliness check-ups that gonna start tmrw.and need to remind them to leave the hostel at least by 6.50a.m.

would they?

i still remember when i was in Faris, we students by all means have to pass the gate at least 6.50 sharp so that our names won't be put in the detention list.no wardens in charge.just the prefect who were doing their works so perfectly.we seldomly came across our beloved Cikgu Paridah (the warden) yet we were AFRAID of going against the rules.let alone lovey-dovey dating under the tree thingys.nobody dared to do that.just by seeing the naqib-naqibah from afar would leave us speechless.lights-off at 11.30pm without fail, as 10 minutes before that, we all need to gather in a halaqah in the dorm to recite Al-Mulk.did i tell u at what time we came back from prep? it was 10.45.so we had approximately 30 minutes to walk from the prep class to the hostel, had supper,pack the books for the next day, get our school uniforms ironed,and, everything!well.. those were the days..

i've repeated the schedule for 5 good years.

and today, i'm trapped in the situation again.the only difference is my position.how jealous i am at Cikgu Paridah.i think her job long time ago must be easier than what i am facing rite now.

by any chance u are reading this, cikgu,
please know that i am really thankful for the life's lesson that u have taught us (me and the iconic friends) and can u please forgive me?i mean, for everything.


hu-hu

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It is Ali Setan - part 2.on tv.

exactly 7 days ago, at this very hour, i was at Afzal's house. doing nothing.just had lunch together with the brothers and cousin which i was the one who cooked the rice and had a jolly good time in the kitchen with the loyal assistant (a-ha!) and so after the lunch everybody just terduduk kekenyangan.hmm..

it wasn't really a way to spend Sunday of my dream but i was happy afterall.i was surrounded by the people who i'd love to spend time with and yes, though it wasn't a day out at the malls, i still love the moments. found serenity in the faces of loved ones - ha ha ok don't let me start it again.

but look, now, here i am.

in a box.doing nothing but blog-walking.facebook is not really an interest.the tv is switched on. (i do not really fancy myself staring at the idiot-box without multitasking.it's kinda a waste of time.) now, hello, i am all alone.and yesterday i had a soggy-weepy moment.(kenyataan berani mati nih.hu hu)

i just couldn't picture myself embracing the weekend alone after 6 good weeks of holidaying at home and 2 weekends spent with you know who.mind you, this is the first me being alone after those 8 terrific weekends.

many sighs.


but today the students are coming back.
so i guess goodbye silence..
hope u won't be coming visiting me that much in the future.okay?

the life-saver over the weekend

p/s: o.m.g they were having KFC in meetings.i can't believe it.(Ali Setan Part 2)

john greig

i have plenty to do.seriously..




oh how i miss mr.John Greig so much.dammit.i miss seeing the old man with his old blue bike.the way he wears his tie.i miss his thick british accent so dammit much.i miss him in his grey-est hair ever.i miss him in his checkered shirt, brown pants and red shoes.i miss him explaining Adrian Mole in his unique way.i miss his grandfatherly figure.all in all, i miss him calling "WAN RAFIFAH" confidently.

sigh.

never thot i would miss a lecturer so much.

wonder where in the world is he now.

i hope you are doing fine.all fine.

:)

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tmrw is the start of another week.

well hey, i had a good weekend i must say.but sadly now i have to return to my crib.hoh, dok la sorg2 kat sini smbil kira hari nak balik :P

now am watching a.j.l yg semorg dok sibok2 shout kat fb and i guess it's a big deal klau x tgk sbb semorg tgk so tgk jelah.aha..

the houses yg kat venice of perak kat manjung tuh are really superbly hebat.the people living there must be org yg terlampau kaya.huhu..oh status.

and i have visited Marina Island even before it is officially opened for public.(haha tu pon nk kecoh) and i must say it's a very beautifully engineered island.shoplots rent konfem2 mahal.

thanx mr.F for the crocs.hihi :)

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it's 1.47 a.m..

baru dpt inspirasi nak update blog.(what?update blog kena ada inspirasi?)haha..well..

lets start this with happy note.

reason?

sbb td baru lepas bace someone's blog yg i think i noe her.my super senior from Faris kot and she married somebody from her batch n dat guy was quite famous lah dulu2.anyways, keep her as anonymous is a better option i think.hmm..lepas bace blog die yg i baru tertaksengaja terjumpe tu, i was like, omg..life shud be appreciated.that's that.

i must stop whining

sbb wpon byk keje, that means i am still with a job.bukan jobless.slame ni, slalu merungut byk keje la, xreti buat keje la, tertekan dgn keadaan sekeliling dan keje x best la, everything pasal keje brings depression la.haih...now i noe, it's hard to earn bucks.yg i tau slame ni, latest pon by 25th mesti dpt gaji.then bleh berjimba2 then merungut lagi gaji x cukup and gov shud pay us more.hmm..oklah, keje i ni bukan sebuah kerja yg diimpi2kan leh semua belia2 di luar sane, dan bukan sebuah kerja yg boleh dibanggakan pon sbb my pay is not dat good pon.cukuplah sederhana2 bagi seorg fresh graduate.tapi tu lah, at least dpt jugak duit.hmm..

life pon so far so good.wpon xbest dok sorg2 dlm kotak, tapi bukan teruk sgt pon.i have students all around me, i have black bug yg boleh dibwa kemane2, i bukan duduk dlm hutan belantara, dan paling penting, i have such a beautiful family.responsible father, understanding mom, dat's more than enuff.wpon jauh, i can always reach out for them.bleh call tiap2 hari.cuti skolah bleh balik dok umah lame2.sigh.knpela slme ni slalu xsedar yg kite sepatotnya bersyukur dgn apa yg kite ade ni?slalu nak kejar benda2 lain dlm hidup sdgkan we're already blessed.

mungkin sbb slame ni kite slalu pikir kite je yg tersusah antara org lain so jd la demotivated.sedangkan ramai lagi org yg lebih susah di luar sane.hmm..

so now i noe what i want in twenty-ten.
1. to be happy!
2. start my savings! (-_-")

and about my senior, i never thot she would turn out to be like dat.i mean, she's a beauty with brain.married someone who is charismatic.but when i read her entries about the money n marriage probs, i feel like insaf gler.we can never predict our future, rite?oh takot..

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baru balik giant.beli life's essentials iaitu air mineral 5.5lt, f&n fruit tree apple with natadecoco 4 tin, dan vanila coke satu.dan satu tape dispenser.tu je.

beli vanila coke sbb terbayang2 mcD large coke tp malas mkn mcD sbb dah masak nasi goreng ealier ptg td.gigih menggoreng setelah balik sekolah.(fine, goreng nasi ialah bukan perkara yg harus dibanggakan.ok.huhu)


esok will be a day of meetings.neves2.


and i have a tight schedule come tmrw but the most waited shud be the 7pm one :))


wish i could apply for leave on friday tp takot plak baru keje 4 hari xkan dah nak cuti.but i am soooo wanna tag along to kl with mrF.huhu..life oh life..


havent called home since sunday. (-_-")


oh esok khamis.baju batik.endon oh endon...

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dear blog,

baru lepas siap kemas2 bilik.yeah, after a week.haha..dah seminggu balik teluk intan but only last nite and tonite i managed to spend some time for housekeeping.hehe..dan kemas2 ni pon slps insaf tgk encik afzal mop2 lantai umah die dgn gigih dan siap measure tingkap untuk buat langsir! aha..klau sape2 tgk umah die, mesti org ingat he's married.not just like ordinary single guys out there.even fadli pon i dun think he'll be doing all those things by himself.(ye ke?..haha matilaa mengata..haha..sori2..nooo, u rajeennn..kan?)haha..and tetibe rajen sbb last weekend we went to ikea and bought few stuffs and that makes me soo excited to get them well arranged :)

now i am ready to doze off.had a cold shower.ironed the clothes for school.duh..school..lets not talk about it.hmph..

anyways, i'd better have a good slumber before a tiring and lousy day at school tmrw.

goodnight!

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so the very first day of 2010 school session has started.all i can do is to pray and pray and pray.pray.pray.for a miracle to happen.seriously that is one of the toughest thing i've ever faced in life so far (no) and i am emotionally disturbed.wish i was not here.wish i was there pursuing my masters degree.ugh..

no use crying over spilt milk.enuff.lesson learnt.anyhow, i dun think i'll be able to adapt in these few weeks time. :((

upset.i.am.

but there's nobody to be blamed.

ugh!


and to make things worse,

misheshhh!!!

entry membuang masa dan tidak bermotif.xperlu bace.

my brand new 2010 started off quite smoothly.(mcm la hidop xpenah smooth slame nih.huhu)..

1201 were celebrated in the black bug, from Dengkil to Seri Kembangan.sblom tu pegi Nilai, fetched his lil sis @ UsiM.then made a move to Putrajaya b4 his big bro then called, wanting us to go to his house straightaway.so there goes Putrajaya fireworks (ade fireworks ke kat putrajaya?haha!)went shopping.seriously damansara trip was so satisfying!tp pastu smbong jgk kat alamanda.huhu.but the series of unforgettable events shall end tmrw.i'll be left alone, again, at the bay of diamonds.(gedik, teluk Intan saja ok)huhu :(

neves nih.tmrw start skolah, after 1month +-.dunno what to expect, though big surprises have been revealed.ugh.

4th jan 2010, u'd better be good.ok?