Feb 28th

today is apparently the last day of February.

time must've taken on a jet that it flew really fast!

well, twenty-ten is now marching into the final month of it's first quarter.any changes? any achieved resolution? haha.. all i can say is, my life has been smooth-sailed. or, boring (yes, indeed). except when he's here, my daily schedule would always be the same. from morning to afternoon to night to the next morning, ha..here i am..behind the iron gates of the school. sheeess...

not that i can't go anywhere but to drive alone even to Tesco that's located in kampar would made me giving it a second thought. yalah..alone..and it's quite far.70km++..hahah..gigih btol nak pegi tesco kan? padahal sini dah ada giant, tf, billion, the store, sume2. hmm...no lah, i just wanna get some friggin fresh air out of teluk intan. tp takot plak nak drive sorg2. so that's it lah...huhu..duduk la kat teluk intan niiii...

hmm..a lady called just now. about her niece who has been caught (by the wardens) wandering around bandar baru last friday night. haih..i thot it's the responsibility of the parents to advise their children.no? parents will let their children to do anything they like and leave the advising part to the teachers.!..WHAT A WORLD...

not a nice way to end an entry. but that's seemingly how i feel right now. ugh. it's not until 12th March then i will have a big smile on my face! heh..Happy Sunday everyone!

:)

it was Thaipusam yet we didn't have any plan on mind. staying home should be a bore (mmg cari alasan nak kuar. he's not here often so kena la memanfaatkan peluang sepenuhnyeee.haha) and shopping malls were a big no-no since we've been to lotsa places starting from the end of dec.(ok sbnarnye duit da abes :P). so we suddenly came out with this idea of zoo. okaylah, it was actually my idea.tsk.. (-_-") and what made it more fun, apis joined us too! as well as encik Afzal and the sister, Finaz :))

so Taiping, here we are!!

meet mr. Lonely, the alligator

and the whole clan of _______.
(*fill in the blank.saye lupe!hahah)

but we didn't see mr.zabu around :(

Ooh wait, i think the zebras and ostriches are kinda interested of being my fan..

but..uh..they decided to leave after they found out that i am just an ordinary human being who litters around their habitat.
:(

nevermind. i prefer giraffe better lah!did u hear that? i like giraffe more..ok?
(x puas ati dgn zebra & ostrich.haha)

and yea..u too lah kangaroo..
at least u made me feel like in Aussie.

though the reality was we were actually in Taiping.
huhu
till we meet again!

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it's 7.10pm!

didn't have any afternoon nap today.heh..tho it's abit hard to beg myself not to doze off to slumberland, finally, it works!

i was keeping myself busy staring at the screen, and doing some house (room) chores, and tadaa..it's 7 already! at 4 pm tuh mmg dugaan sgt2 sbb i tend to be real mengantuk at that time plus baru balik skolah, mandi, makan, sume2 added with nothing to do, ha..the result is mesti la tertdo.huh..

but i guess it doesn't rily a matter pon. yalah, since i dun need to take care of anybody yet, it's better for me to pleasure myself with the luxury of napping. no?

tmrw won't be any nap also since i'm gonna be on duty.in fact, i'll be busy frm morning to midnight.(-_-")

i dun trust my own heart. i can be happy, i can be grumpy, at the same time. why lah..

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i just can't sleeeeeeeepppppppp

damn u afternoon nap!

hahah.. xD

(see huwaida..am no longer the sekilau roommate u know.i sleep late and i wake up late nowadays.but i'm not proud of it,seriously!.well, waking up for breakfast and morning papers is better, rite?ooohhh i am missing it!)

ugh i need to sleep.i need to wake up early tmrw..like real early..huh..

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it's a mundane monday

feeling like my passion for work has been absorbed away.tmrw the students are going to sit for their Ujian Kemajuan, English paper.and i couldn't wish for more.just hope they're not that lazy to read the questions and write the answers.

kids nowadays..
failing exams is no biggie.they can fail.they can leave the papers blank.they can just sleep throughout the period.they can even submit untouched script.WITHOUT WORRY! oh how could they..and we can't get angry.yet we're the ones to be blamed in any situation.uh..

i'm not complaining.i'm just pouring my thots..i'm just nobody,with littlest experience, easiest task.(as if)

this job is like an iceberg..the closer i am to it, they bigger it would be.
hmm..

:)

we had lotsa travelling and err..shopping (yay!) recently which leaving me with big grin until today.hehe..okaylah, there's no biggie pon about the stuffs we bought. simple ordinary everyday thingys for most of the people out there. but for me, those simple ordinary thingys lah yg buat jd teruja.haha..ape2 jelah..sbb the strongest reason was actually the time spent tghtr after 4 friggin years being separated.haha..whoops! so these thingys jgk lah yg keep me sane being in this kotak, mind you!hehe..

the magikal magnetik table clock.hoh..love it to bits.magis.magis.
it's 9.45 and i am missing somebody :P

see this mirror crawler?hey greeny lizzy!

first taste of krispy kreme.(what?)
pathetic.tsk..tsk..

the tie that costs almost a fortune
(hey it's just a cloth anyways..hmm)

got these three @ promotional rate.good..good..

another appearance of the rattan basket and err...container!
hahah..what was i thinkin'..
(-_-")

and yay (yes) dat makes me happy enuff.huhu..see..i am not that fussy (tipu) :P..hehe..anyways, thanks to u..yes..you.. :))

:(

arrived safe and sound after the 7hrs journey!

huh..malas gle nak balik t.intan..wish i've applied 2days extra holiday smpai hjg mggu.huhu..tapi nk wat cmne..semuanya sudah terlambat :(

as for this morning, had to wake up early nk hantar ain pergi skolah.then danish pon nak pegi skolah dgn cikji kesayangan (hehe), so sent him off, trus pegi servis black bug.balik je servis tuh, makan nasik bungkus yg umi dh beli earlier dgn perlahan-lahan dan selambe wpon x packing ape2 pon lagi.haha..malasss....taknak balik teluk intan :(

tapi finally kena pegi jgk laa..kul 11.30 baru depart dr rumah, drove off to his house to fetch en.afzal..well, his maktok, makcik and the girls finaz and maz ade kat compound.they're all going to kbmc to visit his cikngah who was admitted due to high fever.hmmm..segan..sgt2..i believe i dun have the ability of chit-chatting with the elderly.huhu..was too afraid i might blurt out improper words/things :( *They're being nothing but a gem, though*

so the journey was as it was lah.hmm..balik teluk intan was never an enjoyable journey :(

i'd prefer to be at home..join the clan.approximately 25 days to go b4 next holiday and dat's so..ugh..lambat!!

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am at the service station.much to my reluctance, having the black bug serviced should be the last thing i wanna do.haha..tau guna je.malas nak tunggu servis lame2..membazir masa..and hell yes, it keeps me worry until everything is finally done.huhu

well, this place is somehow okay.with the reserved desktop and internet connection, comfy sofas, newspapers&mags, and sundries!,in an air-conditioned room.hmm..

okay gotta go!huhu..dah siap la plak.

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the hunt for bathroom appliances started quite early today.wan raudhee was so keen of buying a brand new set for his newly renovated bathroom.haih..susah btol dgn org yg fussy psl appliances smua nih.believe it or not, we went to almost 6 home mart departments until he finally found the one that suits his taste.ugh..tu br bathroom appliances.blom his own pakaian whatsoever.huhu..letih btol jd peneman setia (-_-")

then balik rumah and need to memasak as umi and abah were not home.(-_-")

esok i'm gonna bring black bug for service.xtaulah how much plak will it cost me..(-_-")

ok, nak tdo!

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well, it's Sunday!

starts off the day with terpakse mengemas dan merealisasikan konsep 5S.hahah! tapi ok lah at least i dun have to go out today i guess...malas nak keluar..jalan congested gila2 with all the kenduri thingys and so on.huhu..ohya, got 3 wedding invitations tapi i won't be attending kot.malas..malas...malass...hahaha. i wish i could just curl up in a ball and napping all the time.heheh.. :P

oh just realized that it's been long since i put any pictas here..hmm..my n73 camera making tantrums again and i am in no way to buy a brand new one.huh...


gimme a Dslr, anyone?

:)

reached home at 11++ last nite.whatta long journey it was.tp berbaloi-baloi..hehe :)

so today i got up late.haha..

went out meeting my tesl buddy, tghtr with her hubster and Zahrin Mirza!!

dammit, it was so nice to meet them esp baby Zahrin in person! banj, i owe Zahrin a proper pressie! the tie-romper tuh an ad-hock one..huhu

balik rumah and do nothing.mum went for a wedding reception.

Mr.F came bringing 'gulai' as his uncle held an aqiqah ceremony today :)

went out with sistah doing grocery shopping as her husband was busy with bakar lemang thingys at their taman..and it's chinese new year mind you!! whatever happened to the community...huhu..but i guess it's a nice symbolic of 1 Malaysia.haha!

:)

ESOK BALIK!!!


hahahahhahahahhahahahaha





(still excited so pardon me ok?)


hahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhaha

finally

gonna hit the road in less than 15 hrs!!

aha..it's finally time to get back home.ouh how i miss arguing with big brother and pampering lil sis, yet needless to say, hugging the bunches of happiness (danish, adriana, adeline) tight in my arms! and yes, abah n umi...i promise i will obey all your orders.heheh! i dun care if i have to do the dishes, watch Al-Kulliyah instead of csi, anything! as long as i could breathe the air of serenity at Lot 685!

So long Teluk Intan..

i'll be seeing you again in 5 days time, nevertheless, i am happy enough!


# done with the packing thingys.just waiting for mr Fadli to fetch me up tmrw soon as his lil' sis Finaz arrived from Seremban.and his brother Afzal too.

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finished class for today.one more hour to go.but du-h..as the motto is "never-ending work", there's another thing coming in row.need to meet the f4 students for their performance for this Friday thingys.hey, baru tau friday ni ada majlis.(-_-")

i have always thought that i shouldn't blog often.it's time consuming.after quite some time i realized, it's not about dreaming and wishing of having 30 hours a day.it's just how to manage the 24 hours and honestly, to write a single post doesn't cost more than 15 mins pon.aha..that's my personal view..and the fact that i post new entry everyday doesn't mean that i have tooooooo many freee time.i'm just buying time.dat's that.huhu..

and frankly, my life is not that fabulous.talking bout the same thing everyday.huh..i got myself tired too of those things too.i'm not better than others.i'm just trying to live my life to the fullest.fulfilling my childhood dreams.biggest appreciation should go to my abah, for not spoiling me with so-called richness, that now i am pushing myself to the limit, to grab the missed opportunities.anyhow, i am still, a simple person trying not to live in complicated way.geez, if u know me since my Faris days, you'll know what kind of person exactly i am.(dammit, getting jealous of their lives, day by day).and truth is, i can call myself a loser, to be compared to my Faris friends.what a pity :(

dun wanna talk bout Faris school.it makes me sad. Mazleela flew for Oxford yesterday.it makes me weep. and if another person from Faris made it for schlumberger, i think i might cry.haha..it's crazy.what a pathetic person i am.


DUH!

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i seriously need to have my room spring-cleaned.seriously.or mybe i just need to get myself a magical washing machine that will wash the clothes, dry, and pre-fold!whatta good combo to have such gadget.well, i'm just tired of repeating the same cycle everyday.dah kotor, kena basuh.dah basuh, kena lipat, pastu pakai balik, pastu kotor, pastu kena basuh balik.haih...

slept quite early last nite and waking up to find my throat was aching.felt like a big thorny stone stuck in there.salivating was the last thing i wished to do.haih..so, had no choice other than just get myself off the bed,and take a long cold shower.huhu..and ohmy, here i am now.indulging myself with the never-ending work.huh...i'm still not feeling very well.pray that time will fly faster today..

supposed to wear Pbsm uniform but haven't had mine altered.it's too big i dun have a heart of wearing it.plus, still do not have the white long skirt (kain lah).mybe after the chinese new year holiday lah i'll wear it.hope so.

it's 4 hours lagi.fly time fly...

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bought 2 too adorable rompers for adeline.i'll post the pictas later.haih, i just couldn't resist those pieces of rompers wpon mase tuh ade rm 20 je dlm purse.hahaha...terpakse meminjam duit dr org yg sgt baik pada hari semalam.(ye, it's u..hehe)

then walked around searching for stuffs to buy.terok kan?duit mmg xnak lekat dlm purse.mmg meronta2 je nak keluar.haihh..so after two friggin' hours, we made a move sbb takot nnt smpai lmbt.tapau-ed mcD, mkn smbil drive all the way blk tuh.huhu..

wanted to have subway sandwiches tp x sempat.hurmm..

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guess guesss guess

where did we go yesterday?

aha..

it's a friggin' IKEA trip! all the way from t.intan @ 4 pm.and yeah, we did come back, arrived safe n sound at 10.45!

hahahahahahahahahha

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gonna go out later as soon as balik skolah.but still have no idea where to.any fancy place out there?huhu

btway,

it's 3 DAYS TO GO!!!

:)

yeah, it puts a big smile on my face. haven't gone back home for almost 2 months. haih..adeline must hv grown up so much, a-ha..mish.mish.mish.plus, everytime i call home, adriana would come up with the favvy phrase "lambatnye cikji nk balik"..haish..dat would break my heart into pieces.heh..

okaylah, gotta continue my never-ending work stuffs.40 mins lagi.oh lambatnye....

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just finished a weekend of fun.

br smpai teluk intan.act kul 9 lebih td dh smpai as our bus boarded at 7.hmm..ye la fun tp saket kaki sgt2 sbb jalan x henti2 hari ni kecuali mase dlm bas td je rehat la kejap.hu..

as for today me n sis went to a few places inc jalan TAR, and later on Midvalley.breakfast at kenny rogers which was kenapala rasa sedap sgt hari ni beef bolognaise tuh smpai teringat2 smpai skrg.huhu.and yeah2..tapau-ed KrispyKreme frm midvalley! :))

met up mrF at pudu.iwe sent him there.he joined iwe and fizin to alamanda today , visited fizin's sisters at seseri cyberjaya.jeles2 nk pegi jgk.huhuhu :P

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i am obviously missing shah alam right now!

the short visit this morning brings so much reminiscence of the good old days esp seksyen 18 n 17.kolej Cemara-Akasia, giant, kompleks ole-ole, the mcD, Kfc, wira sejati, sup utara, watson, 7E, (haha) sgt2 la memberi bygn sewaktu remaja dulu.hahaha :P

dammit..i might even weep, as i could see the sight of me walking with the bestest buddies, along the streets, like dulu2.

gotta blog bout this more later

(T_T)

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@ Sentul East

aha..currently spending the weekend at my sis' home.hehe.act this is the first time i pay a visit here since she's transferred to KL last January.

boarded by bus yesterday, smpai dlm kul 5 lebih but then kena tggu die balik skolah so she fetched me from the nearest LRT station, Sentul.haha, lame gler x naik LRT, rase mcm org jakun plak.haih...dah la mase smpai kat Pudu tuh jalan congested sgt2, tpakse turun tepi jalan.being an ex-shahalamian (hahah), mane la tau sgt jalan2 kat KL, so ikot je org brjalan menuju ke stesyen Pudu dlm keadaan neves tp muka control berkeyakinan.hahaha..

She had replacement school today for the chinese new year holiday , so tpakse la membawa diri berjalan2 utk mengelakkan boring di rumah.(alasan, mmg nk kuar pon sbnrnye)..lgpon Mr F is in Shah Alam jgk.hehe..he got another interview session like every week so he's at his buddy's, Iwe at Shah Alam. The initial plan was to have a drink or two with Encik Iwe and his gf cik roshafizin.tp smpat jumpe jap je sbb i was rushing to go back to Sentul.huhu.tu pun sempat jalan2 kat Aeonbukit tinggi klang jap je..n jumpe diorg pun mase dh nak balik.neways, there's always next time for us i guess. :)

it was my 2nd time at Aeon bukit tinggi.such a chill.ade kedai brg2 unik which i will definitely go again because we both are just crazy about those things.hehe..and the jusco as big as mcm kat midvalley.padini outlet pon besar, including Miki and Brands Outlet skali.heheh.got ourselves nothing much kecuali lizard-shape holder and magnetic table clock kat kedai unik yg x ingat namenye, adidas backpack sbb bag die da nak koyak, then 3 bottles of shower gel frm bodyshop.ohya, had rocky-road tghter with choc chip n caramel coffee frappucino which then made us felt bloated sbb terlalu kenyang.hahah!

took a train back to Sentul at 5, and as soon as reaching the station my sis sms-ed me, nak ajak pegi sogo.so smpai je, trus amik tiket ke stesen bank negara, hop into the train again, reached sogo ten minutes later.tp ramai sgt org kat sogo, trus xde mood nak membeli-belah.my sis banje nando's for dinner which was satisfying coz i haven't had nando's like for ages sbb kat perak xde nando's :( extra hot peri-peri was definitely hot.haha..then again jalan2 saje2 je, beli groceries (what?) and packed double choc famous amos home.

so here i am..

letih dan mengantuk tp xnak tdo lagi.esok nk balik teluk intan dah.tp sblm tu haruslah berjalan2 seumpama tiada hari esok.:P

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dear self,

please make sure all your works done on time.i mean, as quick as possible.being a procrastinator is not a nice attitude.at all.

please listen to advices.esp to mom's.

please be more independent.

please talk less.do more.

please spend less.save more.(almost impossible to be applied to a renowned spendthrift like you i guess.)

please stand up for your rights.

please do not wake up in the middle of the night.it might scare u to bits.hu

please keep the room forever tidy.not according to moods.

please be more conscious to others' feelings.hey don't be selfish, okay?





geez..that's a lot.(hahah).gonna add more later.

ohmy, 10 days to go lah! bluerhh :(

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dear diary..

i am currently not in a good state.made mistakes, blamed the other half, then, apologized like an innocent accused trouble-maker.well, what's wrong with me?

i truly enjoyed the weekend.i love going to zoo (though i like shopping complex more) and since we went there together with the brother, sister, and cousin, i had to just stop hoping to have a quick stop at Taiping Sentral of Tesco for lunch.huhu..well, lunch at the stalls is not that bad afterall, wpon having it at the air-conditioned room must be better :)

before sending the cousin back home, we stopped at Taman Paya Bakau, Seri Manjung.hey, nice place, yet to be explored by many people as it was just opened for public.nice lah, with all the jambatan gantung thingys. a good recreational park, breath-taking and all.i think everyone should pay a visit there kalau rase boring xtau nk pegi mane.tapi, mind you, that's not a funfair.so, all u can see is just pokok bakau and few monyets waiting for free foods je lah.

bought a KG of sotongs sbb Mr.F is craving for sotong tepung.went to few kedai before tapi none of them met his satisfaction.so balik2 je, berkerja keras dgn Finaz di dapur, masak nasik and all.i washed the sotongs, expelled the inks, made ring slices, and ready to fry!haha..guess who had become over hardworking?hehe..he prepared the mixed flour, the eggs, scramble the sotongs, and even fry them!aha..kudos to you dear mister for being such an excellent chef assistant.hehe..

then blk skolah sbb kena duty.huhu T_T