just another day

Back in teluk intan again.same old thing..with the same surrounding and same old boring life.see, there's not so much progress in life which i really hope will change tremendously to the better sooner!

I was at Kompleks Yik Foong last Wednesday when a grown-up teenage came approaching. it took me few moments to finally realize that she was my ex-student, yet i couldn't recall her name.ha ha, seems that i'm getting super old! but honestly i never thought that i would bump into ex-students and yes, ended up smiling all the way home feeling proud.it's a weird kind of feeling but think i'm gonna love it.

Awarded myself a new sling bag. think i deserve it as i'm gonna walk through a rough journey next year. wish i have all the good luck in the whole world in order to survive!

i am missing home, like a lot, really.as if having a big lump in the heart, yearning for home.being here alone is another issue.blerghh!

it's new year in 24 hrs.

lets paint!

finally, after four days of hard work and struggle!

this one is

baked with love

random

must stop peeking into facebook, like seriously.envious.having extra-successful ex-schoolmates (Faris Petra's that is) made me feel so effing jealous.waghh!

lets just forget it, shall we?hmm? >.<

it's been showery these few days in Kota Bharu.you know, when the sky is dark and gloomy during noon. that's sure a sign of monsoon rain, fall in small and large pellets like bullets from sky.

one week before school holiday ends!

.

i've been meaning to come up with a new post since yesterday but you know, too lazy for that.huh.

went to mr.F's house yesterday for mr.afzal's reception, with abah and ain.ummi didn't make it there coz my sister need to leave her kids around for she and the husband had some errands to attend.

felt quite hmm bad coz i promised to be there since morning.

wagh tetiba malas tulis.later okay!

Mr.Afzal's reception

it was Encik Afzal's solemnization on Friday and that i was still in pangkor for the last day of my induction course, mr.F had to willing himself fetching me from perak, resulting him missing the chance to witness the precious moment of the brother.  

he took the bus from Kota Bharu that morning just to arrive and hop into the car for journey home, again.it was tiring i guess. we hit gerik at about 8 pm and stopped by for dinner at Lawin Tomyam, that served delicious ikan siakap and tomyam, which we managed to finish the whole meal by ourselves! he he..that was our first time dining there and now it's definitely will become one of our stops in the future :)

okay back to Enck Afzal's solemnization and wedding reception.the reason why we rushed home that friday night was we had to be home for Encik Afzal's wedding reception at the bride's side on Saturday.  and sure, the bride's side reception which was coloured with nice light purple, was a great one.i had a fun time minus the being-forced-to-pose-for-pictures part.heheh :P

 tmrw will be recpetion on the groom's side. looking forward! :)

under the weather i suppose.

it's Monday and it's totally a mundane day for me.awoken by a phone call at 7.30 was sure not my type of thing.  but of course, i had to.went down to meet that somebody and cleared a few matters before i found myself tucked in bed again, ready for another round of sleep.  no point of waking up, huh?yeah, or else i'll be tired with my own monologues. sound asleep, a deep one until 11.50.skipped breakfast, i know, just because i was too lazy to drive for a drivethrough hotcakes.better grab something for lunch yet i am still here.i dunno, i dun have the heart to go out alone.sick of fastfoods already.hmph.akma insisted me to go to ipoh and i am dammit having lungs for it! not that i want to have a jolly good shopping moment, but all i need is a companion.you know, the one who you will be happy with even you are stuck in a room thghtr without internet, tivee, radio, games, magazines, literature novels and all.seriously, i dun need a lover, i just need a companion. but this duty won't ever permit me to do so.sigh.and again, i just realize that the shoulder to cry on is actually somebody we call friend. not a lover.a friend will smile when you are happy and will curse tghtr when you are unsatisfied with anything.might as well keep my lips sealed, fake a smile and accept things as it is or else i will make things worse. world oh world, why are you so cruel?

anyways, better count my blessings before somebody point it out straight in my face.

i am thankful that i am blessed with a proper job (no) so i can feed myself well and of course pay for my beloved ride's installment without fail every month even it feels like killing me.how irony is that.

i am thankful that i am blessed with nice people around me even i am all alone at this moment.again,irony applied.

gah.that's all.

toodles.

i wanna go and explore the world (in my dreams).

whining?sort of.

I am in teluk intan.well, annual thingy like this, has never been my favorite.staying in the room doing nothing, just for the sake of taking care of few students who are sitting for their spm.by taking care means i have to be ready 24/7 for whatever that's gonna happen among the students.and most of the time, the problems are self-created.demmit.hmph.anyways, it's been 5 days since i departed from home and about 3 days since arriving here.got about 5 more days to stay then i'll be in kota bharu again.

but it's not before having to attend a three-day course at Teluk Dalam Resort, Pangkor, which gonna take place on the 8th-10th December.must make sure i won't leave any important documents behind as well as finish up the assignments beforehand!seriously, i don't understand why should i become a procrastinator like this.must must must get those friggin assignments done before monday so i can print em out and get em bound as in quickly!

seriously important things for the course:
1.name-tag
2.boring black shoes with not-so-high heels
3.offer letter and a copy of it
4.passport size picture
5.penyata akaun bank whatever
6.notes for exam!
7.2B pencil

gonna add more later if anything else crosses my mind.

so now, my to-do s look like this:
1.make myself commit to the assignment and of course, finish it before Monday!
2.read the friggin notes and memorize as much information as i can.
3.make sure above list is attended before Tuesday.
4.don't tell myself 'i am bored' coz darn it, i have LOTSAAA work to be done!

that's it for now.gonna hit pejabat warden tonite.it's heard that the alumni are having an event so most probably big boss gonna be around.must make myself be seen around school compound or else i'm gonna be easily charged not carrying out my duty.heh.

the perfect combination

4 days-old red rose

thank you mister!

the trip.

i had a chance to reminisce the good old days in Uitm Shah Alam last Tuesday.it was mr.F's brother, Hamdi graduation day and my oh my, never thought that uitm would leave a deep mark in my heart.really.standing in the middle of the crowds has transported my mind back to the good old days with my tesl buddies, especially our uitm graduation day.and how i secretly wish i could be there again, leaving all these hassles behind, enjoying my life to the fullest..and..worryless, of course.

the journey started when the family fetched me at home on Monday at about 12.15pm, with mr.F driving mine while the brothers took charge of the other family car.reason being, he wanted to drive me to teluk intan coz we had to leave the car here for my everyday's use.had lunch at rnr Gua Musang before continuing the journey to his eldest brother's house in Serdang at 9pm.we (me and the sisters and his mom) went bed straight after dinner.

Hamdi's convocation ceremony was in the morning so we had to depart quite early from Seri kembangan.had a tiring but yes happy (for me) moment in uitm especially when the song Uitm Di Hatiku was aired out loud.i almost dropped my tears and believe me, i can still remember the lyrics!

we went off to MAHA 2010 which was held nearby UPM serdang, spending almost two hours there before moving to the next stop, Nilai.His mom wanted to do some shopping and buying stuffs for Afzal's wedding.

next it was Shah Alam again for I-city.it was beautiful, and colourful!but, nothing could be done there except of taking pictures!huhu..had dinner at @Cengkih and departed back to Serdang at 12.30pm.

mr.F drove me back to Teluk Intan at 5 am, leave the car here with me before he went back at 5pm.all in all, it was a nice trip indeed and i had a great time, seriously.pictures later!

updates later!

November 30th 2010
Serdang-Shah Alam-Serdang-Nilai-Shah Alam-Serdang
6.00 am- 12.30 am
^_^


and see you in one week's time mister!

look!

somebody's being busy at the backseat!hmm..

not long before everything at the front seat seems more amusing,
yet having to fetch em by toes is..kinda piece of cake

but..ugh..okay that's it.hands-on is much better!

babysitting sometimes really helpful to distress.provided the baby is none other than my fav lil adeline :)

of rain and darkness

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stop complaining

hari-hari di rumah yang emm..xdela seronok sgt.sbb same je dgn dok teluk intan.menghadap laptop 24 hrs as if xde benda nak dibuat.ok, ada la housechores tuh tapi stillll..boring to the max.everybody's busy with everything, so terpakse la gembirakan diri sendiri buat benda-benda yang x menyusahkan org.haih.now i know, dun hope for anybody if u want to pursue happiness.just go for it by yourself lah.aaanyways, having my favvy chic lits and yea,a laptop with wifi on the bedside, should be more than enough.

count your blessings!

rubix cube

i was rummaging inside dusty boxes under my bed this evening when i came across 3 boxes full of my schooldays treasure!

schooldays are the best days in everyone's life i bet.innocent, freedom, worry-less, and yes, true friends.

my days in faris petra were among the best days in my life, in fact, nothing can ever replace the feeling.it's different from being with family or even being with the fiance.the days when i woke up 4 am just to queue for bath, daydream in the classroom, afternoon nap during prep class, goofing around with the girls at midnight, everything, just everything. come to think of it, i wonder why did i cried for home when i was a first former?heheh.

okay, back to the treasure in boxes. i have eventually flipped through heaps of "love letters" from my pet sis (s) during my stay in faris petra. haha..and that actually took me in a flight to the memories of those days..

we didn't have facebook, or even friendster at that time (well that explains why do i skipped those geeky computer class which we have to learn mic powerpoint *yawn*) haha! so the only thing that would keep us in touch with our secret admirer or even boyfriend was.....LETTER! or may i call it LOVE letter.ngehngeh.believe me, i got bundles of love letters with me, which were received from not boyfriend but...pet sis!(okay, this is serious).wuwuwu

lemme give some explanation here.kuikui.okay, i am not what u think..well, i am straight enough (right mr.F?) hihih..but..seemed like i was this tiny weeny lil bit boyish when i was in school.short boycut hair, adorable face (haha) and yes, more to masculine/macho type of thing (hmm hmm) were sure to attract few people's attention.(okay, i can't stop laughing now).everything was a bliss as i got to know few seniors and we even exchanged cards during exams and holidays, and even letters every other day.

the one whom i remember the most is my kak nodie / nor diana. she was a matriculation student at my school under the UKM matriculation program. we often studied tghtr in the study room, at this one table at the back of the room.being the only child of the family, she really treated me like her lil sister.everything was wonderful, we studied tghtr till the wee hours, giggled upon silly jokes, shared problems, foods, and many more.but there was a time when i found this sis kak lynn was a nice person i decided to give her a "baby spice" from spice girl good luck card.(haha!) so kak nodie knew about it and drama began.wuwu..

so childish.but i know, that was the time i learned to take care of others' feelings.that makes me grow up.hihi..but oh okay, worry not.i changed tremendously when i was in form four.no more pet sis but yes a new episode which included a real boy.(hahahhaha).

but still, i am so proud and highly appreciate those who has stepped into my life adding colours to it :) it was a memory of growing up which we would never get to experience again in our future.i still miss my kak nodie friggin much everytime i cross ketereh on my way back to pasir tumboh.wonder how she's doing now but i believe she's just fine and still the same happy-go-lucky person as she was back then :)

we're moving on..from one phase to another in our lives and yes, i always love everyone who are part of the jigsaw puzzle of my life.those days of innocence that makes me a better person :) i love love letters..that stayed 10 years under my bed.. the technology has spoiled us bad and maybe someday, our future generation wouldn't know what is letter actually.duh, i dread this one!

i love love letters, i love my schooldays, i love my fiance (ok tibe2)

i love everyone! ---------
------------------------->hasil dari boring melampau.

toodles!

:)

nothing much to be done at home.well, holiday is for resting, aite? i had my good rest so far..hmm hmm and that makes me bored.heheh.dok rumah pon menghadap internet 24hrs, mkn, tdo, kaco budak2..huh..tu jee.tapi anyways i have to pleasure myself in this priceless moments as i dunno if i will ever get this chance anymore in the future.so that's my tentative so far.as for mr.F, he's been busy with the bestfriend wedding which i refused to tag along.malas nk pegi mane2 ok.tadi pon kuar kejap dgn wan raudhee sbb nak pakse die g isi minyak kete.wuwu.oh okay skrg ni blogging pon dah jadik mengarut sbb malas nak mengarang elok2 and sbb malas nak transfer gmba masok dlm lappy ni.huhu.

ohyeap, this is the kind of present we bought for his uncle's baby haziq.
COLOURFUL!
:)

+_+

blablablabla

online storing.

so that next time my laptop making problem i can rest assured none of my magnificent moment flew tghtr.

sigh.my uni days photos are gone.now tell me how can i tell stories about my uni days to my grandkids without those friggin photos?

wuwu.

heiyo!

at home, doing nothing.tapi kat rumah x rase boring.tadi kuar pegi KK Home Deco dgn amalina, pastu pegi SSF skali, cari barang utk decorate hantaran nnt.result?huh.kan dah tersukee semua.huhu..seriously kat KK Home Deco tadi banyakkk sgt plates and bowls yg best2.haih..

then fuad and nisa singgah kat rumah sbb dia tension jalan terlalu congested kat dpn rumah ni & kebetulan die lalu sini.as usual, cuti2 mmg congested melampau2 sbb traffic light and sbb kete byk.huhu.anndd, introducing Ahmad Khalish (Fahim) bin Ahmad Fuad!yg hensem x mcm daddy diee...kuikuikui :P

last night smpai kul 11ish sbb sblom tu singgah jusco dlu.mr.F nak beli pressie kat his most favvy uncle's first baby.thot of buying fisher-price walker tuh tapi x jadi sbb ade smthg yg lagi irresistible and sure, lagi murah 40 ringgit dr itu, which end up rm129.wiwi.i'll post the pictures later, sbb mane ntah pegi nye henfon nih.hu.then nk beli pressie kat encik afzal who's getting married this dec.dah beli, and soundly safe in my toothless lagi.xleh ckp ape sbb nnt x seprais.hehe.

okay dah mengarut entry nih.huhu.mr.F is going to his bestfriend solemnization tonite.m not tagging along.malas.let 'em boys have fun.

tibe-tibe malas nak taip.argh.

:)

i'm home for raya!

and the 7 hrs journey east-west highway has been proudly conquered!

stories later.busy with beef :)

ring-a-ding!

nk balik tapi xtau mcmane.

tapi xnak menyusahkan orang.

huhu!

wow

huh.
cuti raya haji hari rabu & khamis je.tapi xkan jumaat nak dtg skolah.tapi xkan x balik.tapi xkan nk balik and dtg balik hari khamis ptg utk skolah hari jumaat pastu nk balik balik hari jumaat tu then dtg balik teluk intan seminggu lepas tu utk bertugas warden then balik kb balik then dtg balik??

arghh..complicated sungguh.

teluk intan-kota bharu is 453 km in distance.back and forth shall be 906 km.tsk.tsk.

well,

hari ni macam biasa.

kehidupan yang x seronok.

wuwu

i would go mad with this!

location: school
mode: stressful
happy-o-meter:lowest ever (blett)
thinking of: going home, not doing work,comfy couch and fancy foods pleaase!

sakit hati sgt2 sbb since last week dah practice choir tapi tibe2 pagi tadi pengetua tanya kat roll-call dah practice ke blom bleh plak budak2 ni ckp x practice lagi!

shesssh.is this all i deserve?after putting all my efforts and thoughts?waiting for hours for them to get ready, sacrificing my precious yet only few minutes of leisure, hours of googling and searching,spending every night forcing myself to listen to those ear piercing voices.huh.

seriously.this is so sad.

and Sunday..

i'm already here in teluk intan

:(

well, it's saturday.

wow.

i'm home!

back!

wuwu.went to batu gajah yesterday attending a briefing on the new system of induction course.yes, it's a one-day briefing, good, good, but!but,we have to attend another 3-day course which is gonna be in December!whuargh.

guess there won't be end-of-year school holiday for me :(

blett~

the one with..

ok yawn please.i know.i know.but these pieces really would remind me of how did i look on that particular day.something that i will look back ten years from now and say, "is that really me?" and to compare with the ones of the previous ten years i had before?better not.haha.


again, i don't remember since when do i become all girly like this -_-"

wuwu

long awaited hari raya post -_-"

you both run and play and run and play the whole day,

cracked your head calculating the 'catch of the day' over and over again,

and sure, settled for cikji's cheap camera just in time!

#yes cikji's still using cheap camera in 2010, but who cares really? :P
#hey, what's with the satay adriana?

.

called my kak ayu last saturday.hmm.twas her birthday on Friday actually but i totally forgotten about it.heheh.gotta talk with sweethearts adriana and danish.gosh.missing them so much!and tibe2 dah terpromise balik ni nk g beli kek mama same2.wuwu.tapi seriously, mmg rasa lameee sgt dah x balik.hu..

it has been raining cats and dogs in the east coast.brr..


T_T

26.10.10

it all started few days back when he insisted me to tag along with him, and yes, we had few things to settle.i was delighted coz u know, having to work 7 days a week is freaking stressful. so a day off would be helpful enough to distress, i thought.

boy o' boy,

i was wrong.

one day break was too short.half of the day was spent at Kompleks Jabatan Perdana Menteri Putrajaya.quickly drove to KL and spent time at Low Yat for few hours as we were busy bargaining for best deals.had quick stop at famous amos to tapau the cookies, rushing for Kuantan which half way he made up his mind to cancel the trip, had lunch at Alamanda while waiting for the sister to come back from exam, and yes,we busied ourselves rummaging Anakku for the newborn baby girl!

congratulations on being "ayah chik" for the very first time!

p/s: sorry baby, mothercare's too expensive.ayah chik said lets spare 'em for his own.huhuh.

my sunday.

just came back from the trip.yes, the boring one, i know, but i was left with no choice.hmph.

the road trip to Kuala Selangor took us about 4 hours back and forth.we need to drive through Sabak Bernam, Sungai Besar, Sekinchan and Tanjung Karang before reaching the (famous) Bukit Malawati that sits just beside Kuala Selangor river bank. Oh well, there are two main attractions, The Preserved Nature Site, Taman Alam and Bukit Malawati itself.

upon reaching there, we went into Taman Alam, to take a journey of 4 km along swampy area of "paya bakau". there were also towers built for bird-watching. if we're lucky enough, there would be various species of birds resting among the luscious green trees.

next we went into this small area of aquarium, checked on the fishes and took a tram to climb up the hill of Malawati. it was steep and yes, the tram driver drove quite fast. hahah.i once felt like riding a roller-coaster!anyways, it's only a short journey. so no action of puke happened.heheh. next, it was the usual monkey feeding activity as there were men with bikes selling away long beans and bananas at the site.

the Malawati museum sits on top of the hill, loaded with historical information of Selangor. anyways it's quite good to visit such place because you're gonna get to know lotsa thing about the country.i mean, things that happened in the past, which are as important as the current ones. such thing that would make us love the country better, right?

we had our lunch and performed prayer at Tesco Kuala Selangor. there was also an event took place at that time.but the weather was too hot so i didn't wanna risk myself getting headache aftermath. so we didn't even browse through the booths. had our meals and off we rode the bus again heading for Teluk Intan.

that was my Sunday.interesting?not.

memories.memories.

just realized i haven't posted these photos yet.haha.funny.i mean, the A4 checklist, which surely be something i am gonna have good laugh at in the future.haih.aanyways, past a month already, more to come, before we start banging our heads for the preps again.wuhu.

gimme 100K anyone?

wednesday

another photo-less post.

heheh.malas nak upload gmba.and bukan ada gmba ape2 yg menarik pon.roaming around school compound and back into the room everyday should suggest a boring condition by now.wuwu.

the students are having their paper2 SPM, and gonna be evaluated on hands-on task.and they're having it for like the whole week!haha..that explains the blooming joy in here.hihih.but wait, we're gonna be working this sat! and..err..wohoo.the wonder of edu system.lets spend our days and night and dawn and dark in school. -.-"

aaanyways, there's only 4 weeks left before the school closes for this year.but for me, it's neither happy nor sad.i'd choose to feel indifferent coz,well,being a warden kinda force me to stuck up here tending those cute-lil-17-years-old-we-are-so-grown-up-not students.haih.why la the world is this cruel.again, school.ugh.why diary why.i wanna spend my holiday with family.those i only meet about 65 days a year.the other 300 days?u tell me.wuhu.

e-mailed the assignments yesterday but wasn't really satisfied with my work.hihih.procrastinator, what do u expect.hmm.hope i'll get over those lazy bits in me before next year.heh.i surely need to write down a list of changes i hope i would make before 2011.but afraid it's gonna be one long draggy unchecked list forever.haha. -.-"

it's 5.00 pm.

:)

been busy (heh) with the field trip thingy.two days in a row, to the same place, well..i must be a superbly patient person.hahah! and going places with i-am-so-grown-up teenagers surely has given me headache.sigh.

on top of everything, i am thankful that i am blessed with this what we call physical and mental health. and i am soooo agree that health is wealth.Alhamdulillah.

and i made myself promise that i am gonna write more often from today on. i will find some time to update even i am at my most crucially busy moment. heh. i am trying to capture moments of my life, as if freezing them so i can defrost and read back in the future.well, maybe not only for me but for my families, and future generations.right mr.F?teehee..

hope running a business is not stressing you out.though the office is now your first home.huhu.

note: 26th October.

101010, what gives?

think i'm just gonna rite down something on this 101010.well, once in million years so as said.

though i dun really have anything to update.teehee.

my sekilau bestie, huwaida is coming back from London so i am glad that we can finally meet up! maybe we can plan for a night tghtr, right?sooo waiting for the time to come, babe.hee

got my Toothless serviced last friday and it cost me quite a fortune.rm 445 is a lot for small paying gov servant like me okay.huh.bila lah nk jadi kaya raya ni.

went to malacca for nana's wedding on sept 25th.nice trip with lidya who fetched me all the way from kedah, and..had a hillarious time with ira momok especially at 24 hours mydin melaka sentral! haha..ira, u r so damn cool bebeh! (u know what i'm talking about, aite?hihi).

so as being said, thanks a million to lidya for dragging me along.whatta cool driver u are, 1 hour malacca-shah alam? that's pretty awesome!, i mean, fast! haha..and i now believe why alex yoong used to be ur idol.teehee :p

shah alam has changed quite much.with the i-city thingy, section 7 has grown into such a gorgeous developed place.having Malaysia's biggest Jakel store adds to the hype!and noodle station now has quite a variety of choices on it's menu.oh i miss that place.no.i miss the old days at that place.sigh.

then it was cyeda's wedding on Oct 1st which i couldn't attend.sigh.thinking how close we were during those days made me regret for not being able to attend her big day.when i say close, i mean yes, we shared secrets during late night mumbles, giggled on silly jokes, and knew what we were thinking with just a slight look at each other.haha.just if u are reading this, hi babe!remember, things are not yet over between us, okay?haha.

met lotsa tesl buddies at nana's wedding.those memories flying back to me and made me realized how much we have grown (mentally and physically, haha!).that obviously referring to myself.hehe.everybody seemed to awe upon seeing how much i've grown up.kihkih.note to self: jgn mkn byk lagik! wuwuwu.

planning for a bachelorette partey aka bridal shower for those who are getting married next year with my Farisian girls.hey hey Amalina's gotta tie the knot next year too and has been persuading me to join her on Chinese New Year.but i'm afraid i have to pass coz obviously me and my fiance are not preparing for that, yet.kihkih.so Amalina, Adek, Bibiey, including me are confirm next year just that bb and me hasn't got the day fixed.waiting for gma, diana, zanna and ella to join us.hihi.come on babes, lets lets! :)

oh i seemed to be in good mood now.wonder why.huish, i've been all moody since i can remember, so this is pretty surprising.maybe talking about the girlfriends making me all excited.and that we're gonna have a weekend for ourselves just make me all hyped out!kihkih.looking forward to see you my Farisian girlll..(girl keee?)haha.

okaylah, have to go out.i'm on duty tonight. sigh.

i am currently on my sister's keeper.the first quarter is really wonderful! i'll keep going as i cannot get my mind over it now.hehe.gotta finish it sooner!

toodles!

my saturday?

so lonely.so alone.accompanied by only internet and tv. and a stand fan.sigh.life is unfair, really.

numb.

i'm just unhappy about life.about work.about everything.u know, when u dun have passion in everything, all seems so numb.

work has become quite a burden.working on weekends is ridiculous.putting aside personal matters is nothing new.

for the sake of a bowl of rice, i only wish i can keep moving on.

(that's the fact of living in Malaysia, my beloved country) but seriously, if i know this what i get from the job, i won't choose to be one.it's just so stressful.

12092010

haih.

been long since the last time kan?not that i dun have enough time (pasni surely it is) but i wanna avoid writing when i am in not a good mood.you know, trying to swallow 'em slowly is better than pouring 'em down just to be read back in the future.huh.

okay, before totally forgotten of what happened at my abah's house on September 12, let me just write whatever that are still on my mind.hehh..

things happen quite quickly, as if in a blink of an eye la (haha) coz all i remember that morning was i woke up at 7.30 terus pegi sapu porch.hahah!my mom and sis tgh kemas2 rumah as usual, cuma nak kena spread carpets and all.carpet x leh spread awal2 sbb nnt kanak2 tumpahkan air, nasik, biskut raye, mcm2..so pagi hari kejadian baru bleh buat semua.huhu.

then lepas angkat meja2 letak kt luar for the buffet spread, i made an escape to PKt secepat mungkin sbb nk beli gelas, as umi afraid that gelas x cukop.bought four dozens of them which cost me almost 150rm.huhu..masa tu bwk adriana skali and nasib baik dia xde plak nk beli her all time favvy iaitu cadbury 340g tuh..dia just nk ice-cream je.then masa nk beli ice-cream tu bleh plak budak PKt tuh terhegeh2 nk letak dlm cone which resulted with me saying "xyah letak byk2 la dik!sket2 sudah." hahaha..xpasal2 kena marah okay..org dah la nk cepat, sape suruh terhegeh2..huhu..

balik tuh, my mom's friend was already there.dia hantarkan cupcakes yg umi dah tempah.i just knew it three days later yg sbnarnye wanraudhee yg sponsor cupcakes tersebut. ngehngeh. ingatkan garang dan tidak mahu sponsor..kuikui..mungkin menjadi risau takot nnt perkahwinan beliau tidak ada org mahu sponsor ape2, jadi terpaksa la membuat baik terlebih dahulu.haha..

and masa tu jgk my mom's eldest brother, ayah long and his wife dah smpai.my other uncle and wife pon dah smpai jugak.so did my atok belah umi who is called "chek" by his grandchildrens.diorg rest2 dulu, breakfast, and makan kuih2 sementara tggu zohor.

my brothers went to fetch all the foods from the caterer's house sbb diorg xleh dtg hantar.diorg dah ckp since tempah hari tu lagi yg xleh hantar sbb on that day alone diorg ada 6 tempahan for wedding.haha..tapi okay lah sbb diorg cut the price of 50 cents per person so jadi rm8.00 jelah.and my mom pon xmintak diorg punya plates and cups and bekas buffet.semua guna yg ada kat rumah je.umi ckp bila lagi nk guna pinggan mangkuk umi ni..huhu..baiklah..(wpon in the end sayaaaalah orgnye yg kena cuci semua2..wuwuwuw)

so after getting the final touch of the last hantaran (fruits) done, i went upstairs to get ready, took a bath and all. ain helped me with the favor packs (kena pakse) and that was that lah.my sisters help me with the baju and make-ups while sedar x sedar his side dah smpai.

tiba-tiba malas nk tulis.haha.boleh?

overall, nervous?sure.70 pairs of eyes (his family) staring at us (we're celebrity of the day!wootwoot.).tuh x campor my family lagi.huhu..okay, we got quite a number of guests on our E-day..Alhamdulillah....)

and seriously i dunno how to react when people were flashing their cameras on us.hahah.damn.i looked funny in all pictures. T_T

so we're officially engaged, i still can't believe it. i mean, since when do i become all girly ni??haha.ooops, i love u anyway, mister.tapi kalau dtg teluk intan lagi la i love u more.huhu.

my engagement day :)

what: engagement / a promise to wed
who: mohd fadli & wanrajifah
when: sept 12th 2010, 2.30 pm
where: lot 685, rumah abah umi

Alhamdulillah

finally!

my very first lace!


Alhamdulillah for today..

E-day 21

nervous.panic attack!huhu.

con.fess.ion

so it is 6 days before we finally hit the big day (at least for us)

my baju is ready. ur baju is not. u have not buy ur songkok.i have yet to buy my kain tudung.too may things to buy.too little time we own.

all i want u to know,

i love the comfort of having u around.

:)

E-day 20

yesterday was eventful.

went to pick up the dulang hantarans at my aunt's.total:9.checked.

went out with his fam to finally get ourselves the rings! wootwoot!

bought the bbm at a good price.

bought sampin.also at a good price.but it's black.

overall, most are now ready.

yet to buy:

1. candies for favor packs.
2. my own kain tudung.shess.
3. flowers for decorations.
4. fruits and chocs
5.
6.

haih.lupe plak.anyways, i need to visit:

1. megalace
2. tesco
3.

haha.okay.okay.semua lupe.huhu.be back later!

so it is.

Leo (July 24 to Aug 23)

You are more into action than dreams but lately you have been dreaming about people or places far from here.

*taken from The Star, Sept 1st 2010.

!!

baru lepas call umah.stress.stress.

the main reason why i dun wanna call home is i dun wanna feel stressed out.you know, discussing about this engagement thing can be stressful.yes u can count the word stress now.

huhu.

i dun wanna be reminded that i still have plenty to purchase.to pay for.to get em settled.to tidy up the whole house.to this.to that.to worry over million of things!

i dun need million viewers, million critics, million friends, million relatives, million pennies, million antics, million everything! except if i have million bucks, i may put em into consideration! ahjkanxksnsabxsk!

never ask why laila runs away with majnun.

E-day #19

there was finally an improvement last weekend which i finally managed to purchase these two!and to add the fun was these Russ white lace and promises products were down-priced!double yay there! oh so in love with these. i am so gonna make the decorations look beautiful. ooh by the way, it's gonna be 1 week and 6 days from now! omg!

didn't manage to capture the piccas just yet. above are all googled.

:)

oh2!

again from Fad Manaf. omg sukeeenye.. :)

oh!

stumbled upon these pre-wed piccas of Fad Manaf.a famous yet talented professional photographer.oh wonder not why his piccas are these beautiful :)

E-day #18

haha.if it's my wedding card, i'll definitely choose this sort of design.ngehehe.encik, boleh buat thank you tag mcm nie?

E-day #16

too many things to write but all are jumbled up together.sigh.

the preps? no improvement. i am too lazy to go and do some survey in teluk intan.and too lazy to think of ideas.haha.see.i am that lazy.been thinking of buying one nice bowl, be it a simple white one, transparent, or stainless steel for the fruits deco.ntah.and then for butang baju melayu, need to find one simple nice yet elegant box for em.huhu.decided to put the chocs in the small tiny ikea jar oredi.so done about chocs i think.oh well, gonna get hersheys kisses but think blue candies would make it looks nicer.tapi mane nak cari blue candiesss??

good/bad news: the lace material has been sent to the seamstress.omg.

E-day #14

had a good time at home last weekend.seriously.well, not really weekend as i shoot home on Wednesday night.heheh.spent 3 days at home before taking a bus back to teluk intan on Sunday morning.and been silent as since.hihi.not that i didn't have internet connection at home yet it was faster and smoother but you know, mingling with dearest family is too heavenly to resist.hehe.Adeline has grown so fast she's even chit-chatting now!she goes around with her chatty chants and that melting smiles, hmm..makes me the proudest (young) aunt in the world.kuikui.Adeline's 16 months old now.oh please, dun grow that fast dear..

on the other hand, tell me, who can ever resist the temptation of ramadhan delicacies at home?yeah, kota bharu foods are as splurging as ever. and to fast and feast in the comfort of most favvy people?it's heavenly i must say.can't wait for 3rd September!hehe.btway, iftar here is soo saddening.well, alone, what do you expect.tskk.tsk.i hope this will end sooner!huhu.

hmm, the E-day preparation has shown a bit progress. bought the shirts for him for the hantaran and got myself a cloth to wear on the E-day.tapi org2 yg bukan nak bertunang pulak x berkenan.haha.Pn.Hjh Faridah that is.and my sis, Kak Ayu.haih.terpaksa keluar lagi hari sabtu cari material nak tempah plak.it's none other than lace!!!huwaaa...pergi 3 kedai and i asyik mengelak je pilih2 lace materials tuh and at last terpakse bersetuju.huhu.i just can't imagine myself wearing lacey thingys around my body.haha.lantak la labu.i just can pray that there is no tailor who is willing to take it.hihi.amin,amin.

as for his side, i think mostly are ready dah.he had several trips to bridal shop beli mcm2 utk hiasan hantaran with his mom and sis.wah semangat sungguh.me at the other hand x beli ape2 pon lagi.dan nampaknya my idea of bunga kilat2 warna biru telah dirijek dgn jayanya.haha.so maybe nnt school holiday lah kot baru start hantaran thingys nih.lagipon byk yg x beli lagiii..

1. Ring
2. Kain baju melayu done
3. Sampin
4. Butang baju melayu
5. Shirts done
6. Perfume done
7. Cake
8. Chocs
9. Fruits

wow.byknye x beli lagii.huhu.and oh, did i tell you that hantaran menjadi sembilan?tsk.tsk.

E-day #13

pillow willow where art thou?

so far

i only have cents as savings.huhu

wishlist #1

senarai tempat2 yg hendak dipergi kalau Mr.F dtg.(kuikui..kena buat senarai, klau x nnt xtau nk pegi mane pastu menyesal.kikiki)which is xtau bile.saje buat senarai dlu.and sbenarnye tension jgk sbb byk lagi brg x beli.dan xnak pegi sndri.huhu.

1. Sungai Besar, Selangor.(sbb byk jual kain pasng cantek2 xperlu pergi Nilai 3.)

2. Melalui jalan Sabak Bernam utk ke Klang dan Shah Alam.(sbb mcm best, xyah lalu highway)

3. pergi Shah Alam! (reminiscence)

4. Penang! (u've promised kan?huhu)

5. Pulau Orang Utan!(hu..this should be on the top of the list!)

6. Sg. Klah Hot Spring.

7. Ikea! (as always) + OU.dan Waroeng Penyet.


hmm..will be added more later!

-_-"

hu.stress.(mcm x penah stress sblom ni).huhu.

Mr.F is going to KL this evening.pushed-off at 6.huh.risaunye..dahla pegi dgn kete wira tu.hope he will arrive safely on time.tapi risau jugak.risau.risau.

E-day #12

PRE E-DAY
JULY 31ST 2010
:)