finding way outta cave.

just got myself a broadband. finally, after 3 months staying here. ha, i was indecisive of having one coz i thought broadband might not perform well here. well, here means gua musang lah -_-"

aaanyways, it's not that bad. believe it or not, the light on the dongle turns blue (yay) hence quite good reception. super happayy and relieved! so i won't stay longer at school anymore for free internet! hahah! yeh, i'm pathetic like that.hewhew.

and i won't yearn for home anymore every weekend.meaning i can stay here and hubs can come to visit and we can have our very own 'us' time at this little place.and we can live in our own way, technically, such as having breakfast at 12 noon? that mighhtttt happen, u know :)

speaking of home, umi, abah and my two brothers are going for umrah this April. wish i can join them, but well, no money no talk lah. LOL. i'm planning to take a day off on their departure but too afraid to see yam, so how? gonna find out a way to apply for leave without seeing her asap. it's 17 days to go.i'm glad i can help out umi abah to settle few things for their trip :) well, i should! coz he has funded my education and i owe them my life actually so it's payback time!! (tolong beli kain pelikat dua helai je ponn) heheh. 

i've got too many to tell about my transfer to gua musang and my new life here and of course how i miss those friends in teluk intan but think it's time to call it a day. need to go to bed, kalau x bgn esok naya. hmm hmm. gonna write more soooonn. so gdnight sleepyheads..and hubs, esok jgn bgn lewat tauu :-* :)

hey

i'm bored! i'm bored! i'm bored!

happy birthday ain

your chocolate indulgance

 

and your birthday present

enjoy your birthday present, quilt cover set in off white and a small pillow, both from ikea. and a t-shirt from hard rock Phuket. and a pair of flat shoes from vinci that cost about rm80.gosh how lucky u are. when i was 18, the only birthday present i got was, let me think again..hmm..was, nothing. ha hah. count your blessing girl. u might be lonely but these siblings u have will never let u be alone. we are right there for u whenever u need us.definitely. i might have found my soulmate but nothing can ever come in between us, my youngest sister.

enlightens

faiz said what my heart-shaped butter rice was sweettt. oh. even hubs didn't say anything bout it. hu. thanks dude, u made my dayyy :-)

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i seriously need a good holiday..

by the beach..

this is

Home!

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sunny day..

at home :-)

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random toughts

had a great time as i gotta spend the weekend with my parents and sisters. you know, things like this, when u got married, is hard to find. and when u got it, it's as precious as gem. it's a love-hate relationship, but in the end, u know, u can't live without them.and u actually wanna spend more time with those amazing people..

 it's a small piece of the puzzle that i've been missing since i got married. yes i can spend a lovely afternoon in the kitchen with my mom but before i knew it i have to be at my in-laws' place. not that i complaint, but i don't know..

everything has to be distributed fairly..we have to learn tolerance.we have to take the steps slowly, one by one..i am over-sensitive, he is trying to be on charge.and i may say the end is not always as lovely..

i have a family, too. i have my parents who have done everything to me. they made me who i am today. and i have my siblings who care for me more than anybody else in the world. they never critics, never complaint, never tell me of what is supposed to be right or what's wrong. they never judge, never made me feel bad even if my monthly earning is lesser than them all.

i have an amazing role model in my life, my abah that is. he doesn't have heart for shopping. but he has lungs for education. he made our life unquestionably interesting. we may not rich but we have enough for our life. he saved a lot, a lot of money because he had his priority. he had his own mission. he had an aim. which has become a reality. we made it.we made him proud of us, i know, and we are proud of him, though he is just an old man with free shirt and aging trousers, which i believe in whose pockets filled with more money than my shiny new blouse's.

prioritize.

yet another day

in gua musang.