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i said money is no longer meaningful for me.now it proves that it shouldn't be in my hands.it goes to a pair of Michelin tyres. tsk, goodbye baju raya!

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life has been as always.empty.

i can just go on and on how boring my life is.how suck it is to be stuck in this particularly rectangular box.how money is no longer meaningful. how stressful it is to be surrounded by everything i am disgusted of.everything.every single thing that i do just to make sure time flies.and oh, how i yearn for school holiday more than a seven year old child would do.sigh.

this blog has also become more than a trash bin of craps. i dunno what have i written down. seems like i have been telling everybody how happy i was when truth is i wasn't at all.

nothing can make me happy these days.

images

here we go, some of the moments captured during the family trip.oh well, these are absolutely been there done that kind of photos.so pls dun puke.haha.this is just my very own version of keeping memories alive.anywaysss, have a good day everybody!

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::random::

woke up thousand times last nite.haih.dahla mimpi hantu.then baru nak feel bgn lambat pagi ni, tapi diganggu oleh phone calls yg ntahape2.

tapi setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya.lapar.bgn, mandi, amik kunci, drive thru mcD bfast.isi minyak kete, cuci kete (yg pastinya bukan menggunakan titik peluh sendiri.eh tapi menggunakan tulang empat kerat sndiri ok) di drivethru jgk.balik, on laptop, online smpai skrg.nice?quite nice lah sbb akhirnya kenyang and at least i've done something meaningful.i.e:isi minyak kete and cuci kete pemalas ya rabbi.

welcome to the life of life-less me.

smlm bergaduh dgn mr.kool.it's not apology.understanding is all that is needed.mr kool is still being kool.oh..

just noticed that next week will only be 4 working days.and i'll be terkurung in this box until forever.(tetiba rase mcm Patrick plak.clue:tinggal dlm batu)

won't be doing any cooking bukan sbb malas tapi sbb dapur terlalu bersih dan suci.kalau masak kang nnt kena kemas n cuci balik.eh, bukan ke malas jgk tu?

lagi 12 hari nak balik.sungguh x sabar.nak balik duduk kat rumah.tu je.bukan sbb lain.

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life is kidding me.

thousand words

our best days are among the ones we had special treats.

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fate is funny.

think bout it

my friday?it's full of anger.

ugh..u know, simple things can easily get me mad these days.like today, when a group of students came knocking the door to get their cards signed for outing.logically, it won't cause any harm.but, when they are supposedly send their cards since last night or yesterday's night, of course i will get furious.i wonder why can't they follow simple order like this.duh..and selamba bagi kad yg x fulfill information kat depan though it's already MAY!and oh please don't mention about the bully cases.

i dunno..these kids, they will never understand.i always ask myself, am i too lenient with them?am i too friendly?or, am i too strict?do i always get angry towards them without checking the truth?seriously, i am clueless.and people will never understand the stress and the tension.well, i am not complaining here. i just need to pour a little so that i will feel better.

kids.they will always repeat the same mistake.and sometimes they will do things out of our expectation.believe me, these kids are different from what we were 10 years ago.they're spoil brats. they have technologies at the tips of they fingers.they have parents who are willing to do anything even to the court they will. though it's clear they did a serious mistake.like the 15 y.o boy who drove a friggin car at 2 am?yes.God, i wonder what will happen to our community ten years from now.lets pray hard.

people, yes, it's my job to educate students.and i am willing to do it wholeheartedly.i have no doubt about my job.i am trying my best.but, where are the parents?isn't manner should be taught at home?seriously, i am clueless.wake up community.school is not where u should send your children to get everything.we are here to help them to get 20 straight As in the SPM.(that's what the government wants us to, nevertheless).we won't get bonus if we teach your child manners, or we're lucky enough if we are not getting sued by u anyways.but believe me, we do that because we CARE.we care about the child, and their future.duh.

it's funny when i can be joyous and furious in a split second.

thursday

well, things happen, even they are far out of our plan.every night before sleep, i will make sure that the most important thing is done.it is to set the alarm so that i won't be overslept the next morning and i must say that the ancient phone served me tremendously well it deserved to be called morning BFF.but things happen.

hahah.well, i actually woke up real late today.real late as in very late, pass the punch card time.haihh.it wasn't the alarm's fault.i pressed stop instead of snooze which i guess was in my most in-sober moment.huhu.so that was that.if it wasn't because somebody was giving me a call, i won't be waking up until i dunno when.haihh..had a quick bath, and run to skool.sobs.

self-reminder:
tonite set alarm sebanyak mungkin.and, jgn tdo balik setelah terjaga.

family trip.

i am not writing this to brag or what.just for my memory as i have a short-term one.wish i can read this back in the future and smile. :)

i was on leave last Wednesday.Family trip, sort of, which is actually not really my family.huhu.

his family was going to send-off his youngest sister to Matrix arau.yea, 2 days late coz Maz (the sister) had an interview from maktab.so sempatlah encik fadli balik dari vietnam n terus dtg perak keesokan harinye.aha..

they came here to perak the day before the registration day coz his brother Afzal wanna tag along so as his younger sister Finaz who came from Usim.hmm..what a family gathering.so all in all, there were 7 of them.8 including me.soon after they arrived in Bota (afzal's place) we had dinner, and off to sleep.i slept in a room tghtr with his mom n 3 sisters!segannnn.ahah.but they made me feels nothing but like a family.hmm.which made me felt soooo homesick!i miss my family soo much i almost cried that night.heheh.

the journey to Arau started at 7 am and took us only about 3hrs++ to finally arrive safe and sound. went there by avanza and my myvi, both are black.an enjoyable trip i must say.Finaz and Anis joined us in myvi while encik Afzal, ayah, mak and maz were riding the avanza.nothing much that day coz Maz had to attend the orientation session right after that so we just continued our journey home.fadli and anis sent me to teluk intan after dinner.oh how i wish i didn't have to attend school the next day.hu

the next day after school, fadli came to fetch me for lunch at afzal's house.got to know afzal's soon to-be bride.hehe.joined the family to kellies castle, took pictures and all.then we had dinner in teluk intan, and that's it.the family sent me back to the hostel.tsk..tsk..mcm budak sekolah.

then went to Nilai to send Finaz.got myself an exquisite carpet from Nilai 3.aha..happy..happy..and oh not to forget, the Shakespeare compilation.!hehe..so tired but definitely worth it. ur family is so nice lah mister!

mr.zebby in da house!

thanx.

guess what he got for me from the land of Viet?

a pair of prayer suit (muslimah)
a fridge magnet of Saigon.yay!
and a hair clip.

nah..he's not that romantic.tho i felt glad for the prayer suit and fridge magnet, i was hoping for something more special, like things that can't be found in Malaysia!hahah..no lah.i am happy enuff.even the hair clip means something. :)

thanks mister!tp lain kali jgn pegi lame2.only by knowing u come home in one piece will lighten up my heart.duh..

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i have a sister i wouldn't trade with anything else in this world (berjaya x buat ayat amik hati ni?hihi) because she has done a lot of things for me including these greeny krokodils! thanks a lot lah sistah, and u my encik abg kamil too.u guys are sweethearts ah (x abis2 puji nih.wah) for making my world even greener.sila ah melawat lagi adik anda di asrama ini yeah.haha.sounds like Faris dayss.omg.btway,i welcome blue, black, lilac and white too.take note ya.haha.excuse me, i'm just pathetically excited.huhu.diyakini sbb dah lama x dapat brg tanpa guna duit sndri.tsk tsk.okay, off now.

sunday

after hours of declutter-ing oh yes this is the new look.haha.it supposed to be like this lah but the previous look was faaarrr from this.tehee..pemalas kemas bilik bila sekali kemas trus jadi terujaahh!btway, living in a hostel room limits my creativity (yikes).how i wish to live in an 3-bedroom apartment (mcm akma) haha..that's so not gonna come true (-_-") hmm..okay, gonna move to the kitchen section! have a good day everyone! :)

my mom

oh i've been meaning to put this post since yesterday.hmm..anyways, i have called home and she's been waiting for it!aha..to the most tak-garang-est mom in the world, Pn. Hjh Faridah Othman, happy Mother's Day!!
Rest all the pots and pans!

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been busy.been bored.still,heaps of unsettled thingys in row.uh..i need a friggin holiday!

speaking of holiday, it's about 4 weeks to go before the school break strikes!hmm..but as usual, it's gonna be full of wedding invitations!

now i know how it feels when u really need to contact somebody but he's out of reach.hahah.oh i wish vietnam is a part of Malaysia so they won't get it internationally charged.huh.

my eyelids (both) are burnt.seriously.i regret frying the patties!duh..boiling cooking oil!

to be continued.

*edited*

hoho.lepas publish post tiba2 tgk kat live traffic feed Ho Chi Minh city arrived on jeepscrap!hehe..okay, be good eyh mister.remember the Vietnamese hunk i ask u to get for me.remember?aha.

oh time is crawling at the speed of a snail.

:)

Mr.F is going to Vietnam at 1500 today.Ho Chi Min-Saigon whatever.huhu.so, won't be able to keep in touch for the 3 days ++.shessh..but, on a better note, he's coming over here soon he touched down from vietnam! ngeee :) can't wait!

last nite's dinner.walls soft & swirl ni sedap jgk.yums!

booksies am reading.

back.

finally!

i'm back with defeat.hahah.

KAT went quite well.except of having to stay in the dorm with the softball kids from semestri, everything was just ok.err..it was annoying actually when u have to stay in a DORM tgther with kids.y'know, they have their own childish gossips.and they tend to have the girlish giggle ( a loud one) when everybody else was just trying to close their eyes for the night.thank god akma saved me the other night! :)

our debate team lose to smtkk, which rather shameful coz principle was there tghtr with pk ko to watch the debate.haih.the debaters from smtkk were just too good to be true yet they won the 2nd placing last year.see, that means they are good la kan?compared to us, hmm..i'd better not be giving any comment here.anyways, try again next year and oh bptv please send us better students next year!huhu.and oh, btway, smtkk once again won the 1st first runner-up and smt ipoh won the golden 1st place.

anyways, smtti made it to the finals for football.the final game was rather an emotional one coz i guess this was the 1st time ever we made to the finals in KAT.our team was playing against smt ipoh, which we then scored the 1st goal.however, smt ipoh scored two goals later on.what a disappointment.anyways i was just emotional when fakhri actually got to save lotsa balls as he was the keeper.ohmy, such a hero.hahah.try again next year boys.you've made us proud.

i've mentioned about akma right?hmm..such a great escape we've made.hahah.went to jusco with her and the friend syafiqah. They walloped kennyroger's half chicken while i just had the usual quarter one.haha..crazeyh..we were hungry, so excuse us.hahah.then later on that nite akma suggested oldtown but then we decided over my suggestion of papparich which has just opened at de garden,ipoh.bloated, felt like stuffed turkey on Christmas.heheh.definitely going to papparich again for the signature sinfully delicious cendol.yum-yum!!

ohmy, byk lagi nak tulis, but i'd better go.it's going to rain!later alligator!