superwhine blablablah

Esok i'll be going back to Telok Intan (!) the workplace, the streets, the stalls, the view, the sundries, the boring and unmeaningful days.thanks to kementerian pelajaran Malaysia.(T_T)

only God knows how malas i am to go back there.i barely have life in the box.i dun have anybody i can call friends though i befriend with everybody.(pun intended) haih..why isit so hard to get real buddies?

days in telok intan will be just the same as always.i'll be counting minutes to get back to home for raya.haih..leaving all the loved ones here is such a pain.yes, i mean, loved ones.famili,fadli,foods,facilities,fun,fasting (haha rhyme plak, semua F ok).

tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday! (18 days to go.)

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my antique _______

my antique acer has come back!

yeap, am blogging using big bro's lappy. dat's why i can't upload photos of my personals here.my antique acer has gone to the hands of the gifted (-_-") but hey,hey, it's back dan yg paling penting, with none of dat goddamn virusesss!

that antique acer has been serving me for more than 3 years. i HEART it so much as my abah bought it for me.twas my life back in uitm and here, it's much more than just a companion.biarlah buruk mcmane pon rupenye and wpon skrg org da guna ram4gb tp mine tuh still ____________ (ugh malas nak ckp nnt org mengata.haha) tapi i still sayang antique acer mcm i sygkan blackie ridee.wpon ianya berat berkati-kati sedangkan org lain sleek je bwk lappy monitor 14inch dgn 2 jari, i tetap sayangkan dat handsome big bulky antique acer (T_T).my degree was completed by dat brilliant antique acer, sbb tuh i sygkan dia kerana klau i xde antique acer, i might not be in telok intan, serving for the nation (-_-").

so, isit clear now dat i rily syg my antique acer? am not proud of it coz it's the latest technology.but for it has been here for me for all these while.hehe..and thanxthanxthanx encik for fixing it :)

of insurance and road tax

yesterday i was so independent.

(haha..motif tibe2 independent)

my blackie ridee has turned 1year old!so i called the bank to make conformation of the sum i need to pay for the car insurance.and guess how much did it cost me..

it's MYR1116.90!bohoo..there goes my lil' pay.huhu..anyhow, kena byr la jgk kan..so i went to the bank to pay the sum just to find that i need to come again the next day to collect the road-tax.haihh..me dun likey..kat situ susah nak parking.encik, meh la temann..(*_*)<--starry eyes.he he..

soon after i was done with the payment regulations, my mom called suruh beli groceries kat tesco..itsokey lagipon i need to withdraw some extra cash since my purse had been emptied by the latter incident.(T_T).texted encik, telling him i've done with the bank procedures and that i was in tesco at dat time.it's such a chill that he later came to accompany me doing the groceries shopping.act, he just finiished working for the day.he he..so nice to get to see him once a day.felt so blessed!

hoh dis evening will be the majlis berbuka puasa at my grandfather's house.haisyooo..malasnya nak pergi...tapi klau x pegi nnt org kata buka puase dgn kekasih bley, umah atok sndri xbleyy plakk..oh2..i'd better go.huhu

it's 6th ramadhan already!
selamat berpuasa ya :)

mari berbuka pose!

last evening we went for iftar together and yeap, we went there.huhu.xtau nak pegi mane utk buka pose.act mr. fadli surveyed for the new horizon garden restaurant yg dkt perodua tu tp kena booking bagai.haih..so malas, then decided for kenny rogers jelah.i dun rily fancy kenny rogers sbb ayam dia slalunye xsdap sgt,sejok and the side dishes pon lbey kurang je smua.we both prefer nando's more than dis one.tapi nasib la kan..kb mane ade nando's nii..huhu..but smlm we found out that kenny rogers ade tambahan flavour for the chicken.it's spicy bbq!yalah, boley la layan tapi xde pedas2nye pon.nando's extra peri-peri still yg terbaekk..:P!

the latest

this is the new Parkson in Kota Bharu.ohwell, it's kota bharu trade centre actually.located just beside of the well-known pasar siti khadijah and there it is, gigantic, welcoming it's excited shoppers.Alhamdulillah, this is the proof that kota bharu is just like other developed states in Malaysia.despite of all arguments, still kota bharu becomes the attention of the traders, i might say. i was born in this state, in this district, so i dun see any reason for me not to love it. praise to Allah again, the most Almighty of all. Ameen. :)

ramadan 2nd

it's second day of ramadhan already!

after sahur today, i slept again, as always.and geez..i woke up at 9:00!tu pon sbb adriana dtg kejot suh bgn.if not, maybe i'll be asleep for 2 hrs more.hee :)

went downstairs and umi asked bout my plan for today.i didn't have any so umi said she wanted to go to kb.me klau jalan2 mmg no hal lah, wpon puase.hehe..so mandi2 siap2 trus start kete and drove off to kb.

well hey, there are big changes here and there in kb!the roads, the newly opened mall, new, new, new..so many new things i can barely remember!act i already went there once since i came back last friday.went to the newly opened kbtc where there's parkson big sale.so nice to be there lah, rase mcm kat kl.not kb anymore.hee..dat's why i love this state so muches!hee :))

after we finished our miscellaneous there, we went to tesco to buy fresh vegetables, and other groceries.them balik..at about 12:30.soon after balik, i tdo.smpai petang :P

ish..enuff..enuff..dh mcm tentative plak.huhu..okay, nak g tgk tv.bye!

p/s: how's ur ramadhan so far?

surprise konon :P

planned to go out after sembahyang jumaat but unfortunately he had to work.act, he went to work that morning so that's why he suggested that we're going out after the prayer.was waiting for his call for long that then i decided to make a surprise.yeah, we haven't met for a month so this may be the time for me to cheer him up plus, working on weekend must be stressful, so i drove off to pengkalan chepa, decided to wait for him in front of Ain Medicare, where he was working that day.

it was already 4pm so by the time i reached there he must have done his work so he would be surprised to see me then.aha, but i was the one who got surprised!his work should only be done after 5.30.ayy!terpaksa berterus-terang and lepas tu pergi hypermarket sbb kebosanan menunggu.huhu..tu lah..surprise konon.

he asked me to wait for him at the hypermarket so i was there for 1hr plus2.ronda2 tanpa tujuan.after he came, we went to the nearby pizzahut as he hadn't had his lunch.we makan2 and had little talks as it was already late.and, it's bit crowded at pizzahut dat evening.maybe pepul just wanted to have a last bite of pizza before ramadhan the next day.and oh, i thought i saw someone i know there.it's faris rosli!a teslian friend.he's with his nephew, dine and playing uno at one corner.hmm..but i dun have an urge to say hi to him.nevermind.

we drove home separately.i was supposed to follow his black dbd avanza but somehow i was stuck at the traffic light. i thought he had leave me behind.xtau rupenye die bhenti 7E.aha, x notice mase die ckp nak bhenti 7E.hehe..ohwell, reached home at 7ish and mish him more than before.haiya..it's always like this (-_-")

my journey home

tadaaa!i'm home!

it's 2 days already and i can't believe it!rase mcm tadi baru smpai rumah.hm..well..lets review the journey.

drove myself to encik afzal's house in bota and then convoyed together to manjung.went there to send apis' motorbike to his gf who's currently in manjung.ay, dat made our journey adjourned. we drove home at about 5pm and of God's order, it was raining heavily when we passed beruas, trong, taiping and all the way to kuala kangsar.we had a stop in lenggong for asar, maghrib and isyak prayer before continued our journey at about 8.30 pm.encik afzal drove non-stop then,heading off to gerik, passed tasik banding in the heavy pour and next we reached jeli.we stopped a few minutes for the loo and drove and that's it, reached home at 00:00!

mr. fadli came to fetch afzal :)

happy to be home!

to the arms i love in 48hrs

it's 2 days to go before i'll be back to the arms of my loved ones.

hee..my keje here is just to bilang brape hari lagi nak holiday then balik umah, then nangis2 nak dtg sini lagi and then datang sini, duduk2 dalam kotak smbil bilang2 hari nak cuti lagi.aha..menarik kan?

but thinking back, it's better to be here during ramadhan though my berbuka puasa dishes will just be like sardin, telur, ikan bilis dan apa2 lagi yg saya pandai masak( not to be revealed here, nnt org terliur) haha!sbb klau dok kat umah, i'll be like an unpaid slave.kena tolong2 umi masak, basoh pinggan, jemur baju, kemas umah, jaga anak kakak kerana kakak yg baik hati ingin pergi bershopping (-_-"), temankan abang yg pemalu pergi membeli-belah, menemani adik yg akan pekse pmr stay up malam2, makan megi, menambahkan berat badan seorang diri sedangkan adik maintain kurus keding dan berbagai2 lagi.haih..holiday is always a tiring one.

but i'm looking forward for it.mcmane tu?

(-_-")

district 9

and later that nite i had a muvie date with akma.she's an acquintance whom i noe since she had her practicum here early this year.and i must say that i considered her as a best buddy now.yalah, she's no longer in this school but we often keep in touch.and we shared same thoughts on things.hehe.well hey, she's also a TESL student.that's why we're comfortable with each other's companion.ok..ok..enuff..

so i had a muvie date with akma on Friday night.

i fetched her frm the house as her sceptical parents were peeping through the half-opened windows.aha, diorg syak akma dating dgn boyfriend dan menyorokkannya dari pengetahuan ibubapa.hehe..wan rajeef.but it's girls night out Dr. Safian..worry not! LoL :D

but what muvie have we watched?

it's..

DISTRICT 9.

it's a total crap.
dun agree?
if you think a prawn can be a genius alien, its okey.i wish you goodluck in life.
LoL!

lift to cloud nine

i was in cloud nine.

it all happened when lifelessly dragged my feet home after long hours at school last Friday.i have nothing in mind except of that loneliness i would be facing during the weekend.i barely have the courage.life of emptiness is embracing me.but what to do.another a week i'll find myself with the loved ones.so sabarr..

reached the room and quickly take off those baju kurung and hijab.decided to lie down on the cozy cushiony bed immediately.jalan2 letak baju, masuk toilet, and bed here i come!....

my phone rang.

dang!

eh it was suria.

hehe..guess what?
hampir nak terpengsan i was when suria said that she was in front of the school.hey hey..mcm tipu kan.it couldnt be.well, she supposed to be in Terengganu..or if not, it should never be teluk intan.out of many places in malaysia kan.

tapi ianya benar.(!!!!!!)

suria was here and i was jumping like mad mad mad.oh lamanye x jumpa dan disaat2 sedih keseorangan tiba2 dia muncul bawa cahaya.eh betul la name die kan suria.wah simbolik!!literary btol.heee.and hey hey she's not alone.dat mister in the honda *wink* menunggu je dgn sabar tgk aksi perempuan yg sudah lama tidak berjumpe.hehehe..thanx for dropping by cuya!tapi x puas jumpe kejap sgt..huhu.lets pulau trip next time yeah.(-_-")


OMG, tesl friends are the best, truest fact.

dinner

i really regard and love the previous entry that i am a bit reluctant to post another entry.ugh, till now, i am still in love with my new hp *wink*


had a dinner at Orient Star Resort Lumut last Friday.went there by the school bus.hehe..dasar kedekut nak isi minyak kete.(bukan lah..scary woh nak drive tgh2 malam lepas dinner.Lumut is 1 hr drive from teluk Intan, mind you!) hehe..the dinner was ok la..so..so..yalah, dinner with collegues, xsame dgn dinner with tesl friend that should be huha-huha (:p) and lain dgn dinner with ehem-ehem that should be romantic.haha tipu je.

then the 2 days of weekend just went on eventless.dudukdalamkotak.

haishh..10 days to go!

mode: eyeing for adidas country.

THIS IS MY HAPPIEST DAY OF THE YEAR

O.M.G!
I RECEIVED A PARCEL THIS MORNING
AND
GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT!!
IT'S AN EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!

terima kasih encik i owe u so much and dunno how to repay u back (T_T) i love this nokia 2330 so much much much but worry not it's lesser than i do for u *wink*

daily schedule of a confused me

today is such a hectic day at work.woke up at 6.30, bath, prayer and ,pooff..i'm all ready for school.punch card, put my bag in the staffroom, i went out again to take the OHP projector and all the electronic stuffs for the english summer camp.it was 8.10 am when i rushed to the class, then had breakfast, then class again then met Pn.Fauziah to discuss about the program as i need to do the buku program for the principal' retirement ceremony.haih..and as i sit down here now, i just came back from class again, worn-out. after school today we'll be having choir practice for the retiremnt ceremony also.yes, we teachers are going to perform choir that night.so much of having an easy job, rite? then i have warden's duty, while attending the summer camp, go out to buy refreshment for the penceramah, come back again, attend the summer camp till 6pm.malam sambong pulak duty warden sampai pukol 11.30 mlm.11.30 mlm la klau xde budak saket.klau kena hantar g sepital ade la dlm pkol 1.30 pg baru balik.hoho..as i am typing this i already feel dizzy.byk btol nk kena buat dlm mase shari.nasib baik dah rest byk2 mase weekends hari tu.huhu..nevermind, i have something i am aiming for in my life that i want to grab in the near future.lets work hard my dear mister :) and thanx..with a whole lot of my being.i rily mean it.

mocca !

dear (T_T)

Oh, secret admirer
When you're around the autumn feels like summer
How come you're always messing up with the weather?
Just like you do to me....

My silly admirer
How come you never send me bouquet of flowers?
It's whole lot better than disturbing my slumber
If you keep knocking at my door

Last night in my sleep
I dreamt of you riding on my counting sheep
Oh how you're always bouncing
Oh you look so annoying

Dear handsome admirer
I always think that you're a very nice fellow
But suddenly you make me feel so mellow
Every time you say hello

And every time you look at me
I wish you vanish and disappear into the air
How come you keep on smiling?
Oh! You look so annoying.

My secret admirer
I never thought my heart could be so yearning
Please tell me now why you so try to ignore me
'Cause I do miss you so
['cause I do miss you so...]

My silly admirer
['cause I do miss you so...]
My handsome admirer
['cause I do miss you so...]
Dear secret admirer
['cause I do miss you so...]
'Cause I do miss you so
['cause I do miss you so...]


(oh this is what keeps playing in my mind. Mocca is my current favvy)

so it's always like this

my hp went dead like seriously yesterday.the keypad was not functioning i can neither answer calls nor making one.blurhhh...how nice the feeling would be if i can throw it from floor 16 so it can simply break into thousand pieces.i wish.but i can never do that.it's my only hope to communicate with the outside world.huh.*big sigh here.*

# dun worry mister.im safe here,apparently (T_T)