Monday, June 29, 2009

my bundle of joy

last friday, saturday and sunday, i was in heaven.

haha.kidding?no, i rily mean it.

okaylah, it had happened, and i am not writing to brag here.i just want to record what i have done those days so that i will remember every single bits of the happiness i've found with my loved ones :))

my joyous journey of happiness started on Friday afternoon.

He called and told me that his family will have a quick stop at my school before heading off to Afzal's school in Bota.they're actually coming to Afzal's place after sending his sister Finaz registering at USIM.aha, i went all gelabah2 and had to forget my usual friday afternoon nap as i need to go to buy things at giant before they arrive.i also had to kemas rumah, mop lantai, sapu sawang and finish all the chores in the kitchen as his mother was going to cook later on upon their arrival.hehe..just as i am done with everything,he called again saying they have arrived.wohoo..oh berdebar2 gila.hehe..rasa mcm budak kecik tunggu mak dtg melawat kat asrama :) everything went on well, tolong2 mak die masak kat dapur together with his younger sister Anis.his father took a nap on my bed and Hamdi was reading my mags.he was menyibuk2 kat dapur as usual.hihi :B soon after they have done with all the cookings, they had to continue their journey to Lambor Kiri, Bota (Afzal's place).so we have to wave goodbye as the next day i have to go to school (it's saturday and it's sekolah ganti,haiya!) he asked me to come over to Afzal's place the next day.hmm..he said that we're going to jalan2 with his family :))

the next day after school i quickly put my baju and all into a bag (going to sleep there that night,huhu), mandi2 sume2 and there i was, drive myself to Lambor Kiri :)) when i arrived,his mom was washing the clothes, anis was sitting in the living room with his dad while he and his 2 brothers and a cousin were fixing beds in the room.at about 4 o'clock we made a move to Lumut.Ayah, Hamdi,Afzal,and Apis took the black DBD avanza while him, me, mak and anis took off by black DBH myvi.had so much fun at Lumut, Teluk Batik, Giant Manjung,the pasar malam and also the incredible fun of listening to mak's stories along the way.hee..ohya, me and him had the chance to make a sweet escape.all the siblings wanted to watch Transformers so both of us had to go to buy the muvie ticket while the others went to Giant straight away :)) so we had a few time for ourselves and i love it so much xoxo!

after coming back from the jalan2, we masak2, had dinner and then made a move to the muvie wic is in Sitiawan (30 mins drive).guess what time was the muvie?aha..we bought the midnite tickets! the Transformers show was on 12.30 am until 3.00 am!and we went there with the siblings, which made 5 of us.heee :) that's my first time watching midnite muvie with siblings and that was kewl! we're all aged 26,25,23 and 21, 2 girls and 3 boys.haha best2.but i slept throughout the muvie.hehe.hey, twas midnite ok.and i haven't been a nocturnal creature since i started working.huhu..neways i had so much fun with them.rily.never had that feeling before.then we went to fetch apis and his girlfriend at lumut.hamdi had to accompany apis riding the motorcycle.it was 4 am!kesiannn they'all.kesejukann.huhu..we arrived home at 4.45 am, mak did not sleep yet.rase bersalah plak buat mak tunggu and risau2 kitorg balik lambat.huhu..anyhow, the muvie trip dat nite was nothing other than fun fun fun! :D

on sunday, we did nothing much.yalah, everyone bangun lambat sbb kul 5 baru tdo kan.so we just help mak to hang the curtains, and did some other things around the house.kemas rumah afzal is quite tiring because it's quite big.Afzal had this motivation program so he's not at home.hamdi accompanied apis to send his girlfriend back to Lumut.so there's only me, him, anis, mak and ayah at home.mak and ayah still busy doing chores around the house.we just duduk saje2 sbb dh x de keje nak buat, so we had this idea to escape.aha..me and him went out sbb nak pergi beli ais kononnye but afterall we just want to spend time together.hehe..the 45mins was so much fun dear :))

the first time cooking lunch together was a real experience.hehe.yalah, i mana reti masak2 and all (tiba2 rasa menyesal x blaja masak dulu2 hu) so i was quite kekok kat dapur.kupas bawang pun ada la dekat setengah jam.huhu..his mom plak turn to be a professional cook (she caters for functions and weddings)..heh..mmg padan la dgn i yg mmg x tau masak nih.huhuhu..gila segan!terus dlm diam bertekad nak masak rajin2 and blaja memasak semua jenis masakan di dunia nih (-_-")

it was time to wave goodbye again.after having lunch, at +-4pm, the family was going to head hometown.me too packed my things to go back to teluk intan.all of us were going to leave Afzal alone again in Bota.huhu..but the surrounding was a bit poignant for me.when salam2 nak balik, when he stood by the car, when we're ready to wave goodbye, i can't hold my tears anymore.felt like dun wanna let him go, dun wanna be left alone, felt so lonely, felt awkward, uneasy, distressing, heartrending,all and all.huhu..neways, i left first.i want to leave them.i dun wanna see them leaving me (T_T) and tears dropping down as i drive myself home (T_T) ohya, his ayah gave handed me a pillow and i luv it.it's a strange feeling bila dpt pillow tu..suka, terharu, mcmane ntah.haha..


neways, that's my weekend.how's urs?





Friday, June 26, 2009

entry sedikit kasar tapi sebenarnya bersopan santun

Friday is the busiest day in school, i might say.turn left, turn right, everyone is running,finishing all their chores before calling it a week.well, yet.tomorrow we'll be working.6 days a week.bagos2.harap dibuat setiap minggu begini (-_-")

i have plenty to blog about.about emotional breakdown that i became furious at everybody esp those who didnt commit any crime.about the beauty of afternoon nap.about the unsettled laundry.about the latest recipe tried by me (ahem2).about the cruelty of work monsters who are going to eat me alive.about the visit of fav people this weekend but disturbed by stupid work schedule.about..about..about.about everything lah.

damn.

everything's gonna be hectic this week onwards.

1.Fire Drill bomba dan penyelamat (ajk pelaksana)-saturday 9am & tuesday 1am
2.Program Anak Angkat PDRM (ajk pelaksana)-3 to 15 July 2009
3.Karnival Asrama-program cergas ceria semaian (ajk pelaksana)-3 to 5 July 2009
4.Hari Anugerah Cemerlang SMTTI (ajk pelaksana)-11 July 2009
5.Lawatan Ke Melaka (warden)-11 July 2009
5.English Week (enough said:promotion,presents,etc)- 14-17 July 2009
6.Ujian Kemajuan II (ihavetosetthequestion) -before 21 July 2009
7.Persaraan Pengetua - August 2009
8.and the list will go on.

see.
haruskah saya tidak berkata damn?

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

!


and i rily mean it
Happy Birthday Dear

tragedy

yesterday, upon coming back from school, i had my shower, prayer and off again to bandar baru teluk intan.maxis center to be exact.i needed to pay my maxis bill.aha, after 3 weeks i've been keeping myself from using the phone regularly,(nak call pon tahan2) since before this i rily guna phone mcm gila2 tiap2 mlm nak call.huhu.so there i was.bayar bill yg sepatotnye rm148 tapi i bayar rm50 je..in to order to make myself able to make a long phone call last night.huhu.
so i went back home, xsabar2 nk guna phone nih..tunggu till malam and then fadli meset. so we went meset2 till 10.30 tiba2 sesuatu berlaku.guess what..
guess whattt...

guess what..

i fell asleep lah.

haiyo..i supposed to be awake till 12am and then wish my darling dear happy birthday.see, how lousy i am.huhu..i was awake at 1.30 and i was like OMG i missed sumthing important dammiyt i grabbed my phone and called him.he was asleep already anyways..huhu.am not sure whether he was sober enough to realize that i actually have wished him happy birthday.huhu..

neways,
happy birthday mister!

Monday, June 22, 2009

suit me right

today's update:

woke up at 6.30

had shower

get dressed

off to school.

punched card

class at 7.30

annoyed with student Z

asked why he came in late, and why didn't he gave salam

he raised his voice towards me.

got impatient

scold him, asked him to stand up.

Z yelled at me.

am not sober anymore.

too fragile that i almost cried and nearly dropped my tears.

grab the pen, pretend to be writing,

while was crying inside.

HURT, yes i am HURT.

i want to teach him manners, but there i was.learning something.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

sunday in this room

ai..i'm blogging from bilik spbt todayy.huhu..(sungguh xde life, weekend pon tercongok kat bilik spbt je.pathetic)

went out for lunch kat city mewah(jgn tertipoo dgn namanye ye) and got frustrated.xsedap langsung mknnnye.haiya..bad lunch with bad companion.whatelse should i ask for?huhu..

aha, yesterday i drove honda jazz.haha ciri2 jakun.had to drive coz my friend didnt have her speckie with her.so i had to drive the car lah.tapi drive myvi lagi best :P

nak tulis ape lagi ek?post dis one dlu lah...be back afta a while :)

Friday, June 19, 2009

my new friend

was coughing like very bad so bad bad bad last night.i was even awoke several times due to the super bad bad cough.huhu..yalah, degil nak minum ais jugak wpon semua org ckp jgn minum ais.so the result, ha..amik lahh.my cough getting worse lah.menyesal kannnn..huhu.tibe2 rasa nak marah diri sendiri :(
hope it will get better tonite.last nite i had to sleep with fisherman's friend in my throat.huhu..just now masa meeting panitia pun i was coughing like mad.mujur ada fisherman's friend.oh iklan2.huhu.

it's no longer fisherman's friend.
it's my friend.
(-_-")


Thursday, June 18, 2009

pengurusan stress

hari sabtu ini ada kursus latihan dalam perkhidmatan.


tahniah2.


goodbye mornings at 10.


(-_-")

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

persatuan bulan merah sabit (PBMS) T_T

am at the PBSM oh okay it's PBMS (kan?kan?huhu) meeting.aha..delenya bwk laptop pegi perjumpaan PBMS.

PBMS

PBMS

PBMS

PBMS

pbms

pbms

pbms





pbms..


aha..can't stop typing it dat way.
huhu..

ohwell, i m working 24hrs today.school-warden's duty-PBMS-warden's duty.chill.

T_T

quizzes

i am tired of questions.

i wanna _______________________

#fill in the blanks.

of the town

teluk intan dah maju.

dah ada oldtown white coffee.

dah ada giant hypermarket.

dah ada mcD drivethru.

hail comrades,hail.come to this town,

...to replace me.

T_T


-

today is definately not a bliss.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

merapu2

tonite will be the last nite at home for June 2009's holiday.tadi x rasa sdey sgt tapi i know, tomorrow i will surely drop my tears punyelah.huhu..xsanggup rasanya nak stay kat teluk intan tu sorg2 where life's sucks to the max.haih..tapi nak buat cmne la..life must go on (T_T)

tomorrow..

haih..malas lah nak tulis..

encik Fadli, take care tau.keje rajen2 dis coming monday :*

Friday, June 12, 2009

another rambling

cut

been cut

not appropriate for public.

this and that

hi

long silence huh?hmm..been occupied with life's this and that, turn out very sleepy at nite and that's it, i dun really care to update this blog regularly.however, the most important thing i would like to stress here is

cuti sekolah sudah nak abis!

haish..it feels like just yesterday the 2weeks-holiday started and now, i have only 1 day before heading off to teluk intan again, sekolah menengah teknik teluk intan to be exact-the place i detest the most.why?let me keep it to myself sajalah.it was a painful experience and it makes me feel scared even to take a single breathe there.enough said, i want it the end quickly, or, even if i can't, i pray that Allah will grant me with strong wills so i can face everyday in teluk intan under His blessings, insha-Allah.

so many things happened during this 2weeks holiday, so many happiness yet so many heartbreaking, and, stress.

happy?
yeap, sure.went to his house as the wedding reception of his eldest brother was held on Saturday June 6th.i was invited, though i was like a bit shy to attend it, i made it there jugalah.

pressie for the newlyweds

as i have stated before, his mom is beyond words, like i feel like hugging her at once mase salam2 tapi of course tak lah kan sbb malu.aha :).she's so motherly, i felt like i am her own daughter lah since she treated me like one.hmm..Fadli, i am not praising ur mom because she's ur mom okay, it's because i rily respect her for her idealistic character, and err..can i have her as my own mom?kite tukar nak?lagipun mak u kan pandai masak ketammmm... :))
anyhow, everything was so nice at his'. may it his father, brothers, and younger sisters, and even the cousins.i feel like at home, really.they treated me nicely and i am so happy :) and to u also Fadli, thanx for being with me on that day. i balik malammm ok.haha x malu sungguh i :B

next, happy because my sis in law had just delivered a handsome baby boy on June 5th, 7.30pm by c-sect in HUSM Kubang Kerian.he is named Wan Muhammad Amsyar Naufal bin Wan Rashdan.so baby Amsyar, jadi yg baik2 saja ya..*smoooch* had fun with those dearest little rascals alya, aireel, danish, adrianna and adeline too.though sumtimes they were like a pain in the arse (haha)for yelling and jumping and screaming all the time!haish..but that what i mish the most when i was in teluk intan.so bear w
ith it rajifah ('_')". i am also hapy because everything is fine at home,serene and calming as always.


adrianna membuli spongebob

and, oh yeap!met kamil juge.he's the only dearest buddy that i met this holiday.this fellow, never failed to keep in touch with me, say it holiday or not.haha, i like to go out with kamil because he is so like shopaholic he will buy anything without thinking of the price.i plak yg jadik shopping instuctor die.huhu.yelah, he spent rm200++ for the fruits yg nak letak atas dulang hantaran.gila kan?semua benda nak beli, rm15 per apple pon nak.haihh..kalau me, mmg tak lahhh..tak mungkinnn.haha.spent a whole day with him, xsedar kakak die akad nikah dat nite pastu baru bergegas2 nak balik.hmm..sweet! :P


si teruna membeli buah
(haha)


okaylah, i need to go to lend a hand kat dapur.ptg ni ada org nak dtg umah.kena masak2.huhu..later ya :)

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

lil nephew

introducing the newest member of rahman's family

wan muhammad amsyar bin wan rashdan

:)



pakai baju pink kerana disangka perempuan sebelum lahir.kasihan amsyar.hehe :P

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

update ke 3 hari ini

hai
tadi kata x pegi mane2 kan.


tipoooo...huhu..



saya pergi ke sini kah?


tidak2.saya pegi ke siniiii.huhu

(-_-")


kuar dgn umi n my sis setelah kanak2 diambil oleh kakak saya yg sorang lagi tu.so, we all konon2 nak shop for baju rayee.tapi jalan masyaAllah it was jammmed like dammiyt lagi today.jalan congested gile.dahla hujan ok.lebat selebat alam.haishh..so kensel pasar siti khadijah.head off to tesco.haha tiap2 hari tesco :P and we came back home at 8.30pm.umi lah, sibuk2 nak belek tudung azzahra la, mcm2 plus makan2 lagi oh sizzling mee kat tesco sedap okeh .so we had 2times prayer there.huhu..i didn't take any pictas.battery low lah..lagipun xkan g tesco pun nak tangkap2 gmba bagai.ape kelessss..haha :D


balik umah, takot2.nasib baik abah x balik masjid lagi.terus salin pakaian sume2 konon nak menyamar da balik lame.(ini idea umi saye ok :P) haha but then macam la abah tatau.dia pegi masjid pun kul 7.30 n masa tu kitorg x balik lagi.x logik la da balik lame.hehe..then lapa la plak padahal da makan tadi oh cik rajifah xsedar diri kena diet haishh..so cekalkan semangat trus naik bilik bukak tenet.nasib baik ade broadband (ciri2 org jakun penah jumpe internet) huhu..


so now here i am.depan lappy.encik F pegi akad nikah da balik keeee belum tatau.senyap je.terus tido umah pengantin perempuan kot :P


babysit


this naughty lil princess can turn ur life upside down
believe me
('_')

me babysitting @ 1530

it's wednesday!

i have just realized that my blog has been a messy mixture of my daily life's happiness and hatred between family, work and also love.benci ah tgk2 balik kadang2.sume benda dlm ni.i tried to separate those entries tapi kan x reti.x ah, reti sebenarnye, wat je labels tapi kan malas.hehe.so from now on, this blog is going to undergo major transformation (haha mcm AF pula).hmmph..

today is another boring day.thought of going out for hari raya shopping but my sis came and left her children for me to babysit.she's going to pejabat tanah wtf i dun wanna know with her husband.haha..emo xleh kuar jalan2 kena jaga adeline yg asyik nangis nak mama die.huhu.

oklah nak pegi washroom.bai!
i hate friendster!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

meeting@encik nashiham's


tonite's meeting @ mr F's

Monday, June 1, 2009

kenapa semua kawan2 saya dah nak kahwin?

korang dah boring dengan single life ke?

tolonglah.

i am sick and tired of everyone.

(haha padahal jeles!)

first time @ BIG cinema Teluk Intan


date: May 28th 2009
time: 7.15 pm
venue: BIG cinema Teluk Intan
members: me, him & big bro :P


(hoho tgk wayang dgn big bro..haishh..mcm kanak2 bwh kawalan.huhu.neways tenks encik Afzal sbb blanje :P)

comments: BESTTTT and i didn't blink my eyes even once!trust me..go for it and u'll feel the real salvation.haha.though i was watching with 2 guys i still can enjoy the muvie!

today..

it's 1 pm..and for god's sake it's Monday already!meaning, 3 days were spent at home eventless, eh no no, not eventless actually.went to Husm yesterday as abah needs to ambil his every-three-months pills. twas damn congested at Husm, dat's why i dun rily fancy going there.but for abah, everything is "yes man!"..aha..waited for the parking for about one hour and as i parked my blackie ridee, abah has already got his turn.haiya..baru ingat nak tolong abah.hehe.

had a lil fight with mr F last saturday's nite.yeap, i agreed to go out dat nite for a simple dinner together.but at the same time i am worried of getting home late.haishh..my bad.i shouldn't have agreed for i know we'll get ourselves frustrated for the short outing.(skrg da xreti kuar skejap2 mcm dulu..aha).time is dammiyt too short dat nite.we just had drive-thru zinger burger from kfc, and pity my darling dear he just had his dinner in the car T_T .hm..then we just had lil chit chats together along the way.me, being afraid of reaching home late mulalah buat hal and started the silly emotional fight.i went silent and refuse to response to his chit chats and jokes.haish..silly me.i shouldnt have treated im dat way coz it's not his 100% his fault.tapi me nak salahkan him jugak since i've told him i wanna go back early but he refused.nak jugak g u-turn jauh2.sape suruh kan??kan da kena marah.huhu.

then balik & menyesal.plus, felt rily rase bersalah coz umi was waiting for me to get back.haishh...only God knows my feelings at that time.had few conversations with umi and then i went to the room.wash up and terus tdo.mogok tanak cakap dengan fadli.huhu.

but the next day bgn2 tdo trus mish him :)

# okaylah, nak pergi masak.umi pergi kenduri so i have to cook lunch.haiya :P

29th May 2009

i love it being home, when it's boring and eventless, or when it's super hectic with kids yelling around, jumping or hanging on my neck, i still love lazying around with those dear people dat i love =)

oh, btw, the journey home was superb.had jolly good time with those 2 guys though i am a bit takot-takot wif encik afzal.huhu..and we (me & mrF) were kinda xleh mesra2 coz i'm worried of encik afzal's impression towards me.haha..so there goes, 7 hrs journey with only few conversation.nk tdo pon malu..hehe..

and when we reached kelantan, mrF said that i have to perform Maghrib prayer at his house as we're not going to stop anywhere dah.oh sudah..not again.huhu.tapi terpaksa lah,though i was really REALLY shy yalah da 2 kali pergi his house and it was malam already, and i am truly pemalu when it comes to pergi2 rumah org ni.huhu.plus, his mom is sooo baik and his dad also very the i dunno how to describe but he definitely treated me like one of the family member already!huhu..i am not bragging here, but u will surely know if u have ever visited his house.betol..huhu.mrF, i loike ur family a lot, dun u notice dat? :P okay next time it's ur turn to come over at our family's little hideaway pula i promise. =)

hm whatelse eyh?oh need to go out to shop for pressie!jum2, but when eyh?
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