school hols

huh..finally!
hmm hmm well, i'm home after having to live in teluk intan alone for plus minus a month.it's a good thing to be back tho i know i'll be extremely busy occupied with these and that.hmmph!anyways, come what may..i'm ready to play!except of work matters, of course.huhu

drove back tghtr with izza and guess what i drove all the way from teluk intan.bahahah.unbelievable.anyways, that's the thing.you know, got no choice.and i am not the one who wants to be too dependent :(

went out with lyd later this afternoon.loove each and every moment of us tghtr, feels good..and, young!

fufufu~

the ring thing

okay it's the ring thing now

the omg-where-the-h*ll-the-ring-is started at 7 am when i approached the candle holder. ok i put the ring on the stick human figure candle holder's head. which was situated on my white lack table aka so-called dressing table.and the ring was not there.it wasn't on the stick human figure candle holder's head.and horror began.and omg it was the engagement ring.omg.more horror began!

walked to school in guilt.sadness.despair.worry.wish-i-had-superpower feeling.

felt numb as i thumbed-in.as if i was in the Lost Ring World. i nearly cried when the bell rang. it reminded me of the ring, again and again. and when we gathered at Surau al-Furqan for monthly Yaasin recital, i secretly prayed that the ring would show up immediately.it was torturing, of not being able to go back and rummage the box (read: my room), searching for the ring high and low. it lingered in my mind till the last bell rang.duh.

reached the box at 12.30.went bonkers.i even promised myself not to puke if i need to rummage the rubbish bin in case the ring was indeliberately thrown there.almost cried. i was this close for another argument with the ring-giver (haha, can i call u that mister?)threw the phone aside.went bonkers, again and again.

and MasyaAllah, Allah loves me!and the ring-giver of course coz that means he doesn't need to buy a new one to replace that one. and i don't need to rummage the rubbish bin. and i dun need to puke. the hello-why-should-you-play-hide-and-seek ring was found in the laundry basket.all shining and smiling. 

gah, i hateee u!!

promised myself not to wear the ring again but putting it in the purse instead. zipped. actually i was totally clueless of where did i put the ring. last thing i remember was i didn't wear it on Tuesday. so that means it went missing since Monday. and to find out the lost only on Friday! it would have gone into the drain if i did my laundry earlier. now thanks to the lazy bit in me! haha. and yeah, never ever put your laundry basket next to dressing table. your ring might as well put itself in life sentence by making a professional stunt into the heaps of unwashed clothes.

wish i have a remote control.

so that i can simply pause any movement around me.huh.you know, life has been hectic as always but this time around, it's getting more cruel!

people say, move on,busied yourself, then your life will be meaningful. my say, hold on, then it will mean a lot more.seriously, i can't take this no more.it's been a stressful month and i believe, more to come this February. wonder why should a school organize so many activities?sometimes it's not for the sake of learning but it's more of a show-off. why should the mini.stry judge a school by the number of activities organized throughout the year? i mean, come on..lets get real. sigh. if only, if only i followed the instinct two years ago.pursuing masters, living my life to the fullest...

agh.cut that crap.

anyways, can't wait for next Friday! really really need a break and that's it.it's time for personal fulfillment so yeah mister, pls make yourself available on sat.unwinding with you tghtr with a couple of grande frappuccino is my heaven on earth.pls get that noted.ngehngeh.tho i've unintentionally lost the ring, yes the ring, last Friday. fufufu.that's another story.will surely find time to write that laterr!

and ohmy, really miss the lil' sister!wonder what she has done to the white room.bet it must be full of artsy bitsy drawings and sketching whatsoever now.wait for me!

tsk.

i am just tired of tending others' needs.sick of it.i know, this is just a phase. a phase that i'll be able to get rid off some times from now.waghh!

feels like staying in the middle of nowhere =(

as of today

it's meeting at 2.15 until i-cannot-predict-when-it-will-end and extra-curriculum activity at 5.00 until 6.30.
i'm so gonna hit the sack wayyy earlier tonight.and oh well, working on public holiday has always been my favourite! (pun intended).

*shrugss*

of thumbprints and whatnot.

baiklah.mulai hari ini saya akan datang awal setiap hari pukul 4 pagi dan balik lewat pukul 12 malam.plus.plus.

brilliant!

ok boleh tak jangan nampak delicious sgt decorations ni semua?

p/s: pics are all googled.thank you.

well,

 

call me paper freak hmm hmm

this is so random

two thousand eleven in my mind

grab more books!like seriously, need to feed my brain with some worthy thingy. here i promise myself not to even once going out of MPH/Borders empty handed anymore in the future.well, lil more of Kahlil Gibran's and Jodi Picoult's, maybe?

looking forward for many many changes in life yet honestly, i am too afraid .okay, i dun proclaim myself professionally paranoid for nothing. yes, the grass looks greener at the other side, but how if, how if it's just simply a big no?sure we can't turn back time, can we?

there's sure a lot waiting to be attended but i just dunno where to start from.

am telling myself of no more fancy foods tapi skrg terbayang Santai kat Tanjung Lumpur, Kuantan.haih, camane tuh?believe me, they serve the best steak ever, even better than Chillis if it's according to me la.or is it the ambiance and the mood of the night?which is kalau pergi lagi lain kali adakah mungkin dah x rase se best itu?huhu.

smlm incidentally mkn kat "Maktok Delights" dpn the store. chicken ripe ginger, anyone? haha.the funniest menu ever! 

the ladap course for this saturday is cancelled so i guess it's just the right time for me to join the Faris girls (girlsss, again) at amalina's place.she insisted to have a sleepover-girls-gossip-us-time before her upcoming big day this Feb and that the new housemate would be Akim, she thinks it's wiser to let us check-in first!

 us in form two

see, still can't get over each other. to quote ruzzana, "Meme tok reti saing nga ore lain dih? " (2010). she's right.we've been friends since the first few minutes we found ourselves queuing for the dorm registration that morning, since the first queue outside the dining hall in the afternoon, since the first solat  we performed as jamaah in that very musalla that evening, since the day, since the first day in Faris Petra and we thought would last at least until the last bell rang at the end of our fifth year there.  geez, we're all was wrong. we still can't get over each other.

what's more interesting than recalling good moments of the past?

ok now i dun know the main purpose of this post.haha.so guess goodnight everybody.sleep tight.don't let the bed bug bite!

well..

this is the place i miss the most.especially the bed's owner.and also the bed at the other side.

>_<

mundane monday

first day at school (not really) after plus minus a month of break.

hmm..things so far are still the same as usual.hectic, people around me are even literally running to get their business done.well, being me, i'd prefer to play cool at first and then turning kelam kabut on the next second.heheh.malas okay, and ooh i guess the chilly weather also contributes to this mundane mood.can't wait to get back and roll myself under the duvet! :p

work wise, i only have one class today which means 35 mins of teaching on the first period early this morning.this is due to the registration of form four students which will only be on this Thursday.so i guess it's really useful for me to gear-up before next week comes! hmm..well, think that's that. you know talking about work is none of my interest.better keep that unrevealed or not i'll risk my own rice bowl! heehee.

personal wise, i'll be here in teluk intan for the next 26 days before going back to KB again! a good news i guess..so no need to be stressed out (despite of those yadayyadayyadayy), live every day as it is, and yes, start counting days! can't wait to go back spending time in the white room with lil' sis whom i miss dearly everyday >.<

ooh one more thing, i'm in a really crucial need of starting a saving immediately. like, now.it's no fun having only cents in the bank at the end of the month!hee..whatta big spender..but you know, splurging own money like nobody's business is heaven! have to make sure at least 20% of the moolah is safe in the account when new month begins.as if.(haha). sometimes it's like, "Oh God, if you can't make me rich, please make my friends poorer"..haha..okay, not funny.

OHGUESSWHAT: one thing about being grown up is your life is not yours anymore. it's either for the job or family.blergghhh.

jan 2nd 2005,

2.22 am, and..

it's gonna be 6 years!

 *updated*

bet we must award ourselves a very good present this year :P