just another day

Back in teluk intan again.same old thing..with the same surrounding and same old boring life.see, there's not so much progress in life which i really hope will change tremendously to the better sooner!

I was at Kompleks Yik Foong last Wednesday when a grown-up teenage came approaching. it took me few moments to finally realize that she was my ex-student, yet i couldn't recall her name.ha ha, seems that i'm getting super old! but honestly i never thought that i would bump into ex-students and yes, ended up smiling all the way home feeling proud.it's a weird kind of feeling but think i'm gonna love it.

Awarded myself a new sling bag. think i deserve it as i'm gonna walk through a rough journey next year. wish i have all the good luck in the whole world in order to survive!

i am missing home, like a lot, really.as if having a big lump in the heart, yearning for home.being here alone is another issue.blerghh!

it's new year in 24 hrs.

lets paint!

finally, after four days of hard work and struggle!

this one is

baked with love

random

must stop peeking into facebook, like seriously.envious.having extra-successful ex-schoolmates (Faris Petra's that is) made me feel so effing jealous.waghh!

lets just forget it, shall we?hmm? >.<

it's been showery these few days in Kota Bharu.you know, when the sky is dark and gloomy during noon. that's sure a sign of monsoon rain, fall in small and large pellets like bullets from sky.

one week before school holiday ends!

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i've been meaning to come up with a new post since yesterday but you know, too lazy for that.huh.

went to mr.F's house yesterday for mr.afzal's reception, with abah and ain.ummi didn't make it there coz my sister need to leave her kids around for she and the husband had some errands to attend.

felt quite hmm bad coz i promised to be there since morning.

wagh tetiba malas tulis.later okay!

Mr.Afzal's reception

it was Encik Afzal's solemnization on Friday and that i was still in pangkor for the last day of my induction course, mr.F had to willing himself fetching me from perak, resulting him missing the chance to witness the precious moment of the brother.  

he took the bus from Kota Bharu that morning just to arrive and hop into the car for journey home, again.it was tiring i guess. we hit gerik at about 8 pm and stopped by for dinner at Lawin Tomyam, that served delicious ikan siakap and tomyam, which we managed to finish the whole meal by ourselves! he he..that was our first time dining there and now it's definitely will become one of our stops in the future :)

okay back to Enck Afzal's solemnization and wedding reception.the reason why we rushed home that friday night was we had to be home for Encik Afzal's wedding reception at the bride's side on Saturday.  and sure, the bride's side reception which was coloured with nice light purple, was a great one.i had a fun time minus the being-forced-to-pose-for-pictures part.heheh :P

 tmrw will be recpetion on the groom's side. looking forward! :)

under the weather i suppose.

it's Monday and it's totally a mundane day for me.awoken by a phone call at 7.30 was sure not my type of thing.  but of course, i had to.went down to meet that somebody and cleared a few matters before i found myself tucked in bed again, ready for another round of sleep.  no point of waking up, huh?yeah, or else i'll be tired with my own monologues. sound asleep, a deep one until 11.50.skipped breakfast, i know, just because i was too lazy to drive for a drivethrough hotcakes.better grab something for lunch yet i am still here.i dunno, i dun have the heart to go out alone.sick of fastfoods already.hmph.akma insisted me to go to ipoh and i am dammit having lungs for it! not that i want to have a jolly good shopping moment, but all i need is a companion.you know, the one who you will be happy with even you are stuck in a room thghtr without internet, tivee, radio, games, magazines, literature novels and all.seriously, i dun need a lover, i just need a companion. but this duty won't ever permit me to do so.sigh.and again, i just realize that the shoulder to cry on is actually somebody we call friend. not a lover.a friend will smile when you are happy and will curse tghtr when you are unsatisfied with anything.might as well keep my lips sealed, fake a smile and accept things as it is or else i will make things worse. world oh world, why are you so cruel?

anyways, better count my blessings before somebody point it out straight in my face.

i am thankful that i am blessed with a proper job (no) so i can feed myself well and of course pay for my beloved ride's installment without fail every month even it feels like killing me.how irony is that.

i am thankful that i am blessed with nice people around me even i am all alone at this moment.again,irony applied.

gah.that's all.

toodles.

i wanna go and explore the world (in my dreams).

whining?sort of.

I am in teluk intan.well, annual thingy like this, has never been my favorite.staying in the room doing nothing, just for the sake of taking care of few students who are sitting for their spm.by taking care means i have to be ready 24/7 for whatever that's gonna happen among the students.and most of the time, the problems are self-created.demmit.hmph.anyways, it's been 5 days since i departed from home and about 3 days since arriving here.got about 5 more days to stay then i'll be in kota bharu again.

but it's not before having to attend a three-day course at Teluk Dalam Resort, Pangkor, which gonna take place on the 8th-10th December.must make sure i won't leave any important documents behind as well as finish up the assignments beforehand!seriously, i don't understand why should i become a procrastinator like this.must must must get those friggin assignments done before monday so i can print em out and get em bound as in quickly!

seriously important things for the course:
1.name-tag
2.boring black shoes with not-so-high heels
3.offer letter and a copy of it
4.passport size picture
5.penyata akaun bank whatever
6.notes for exam!
7.2B pencil

gonna add more later if anything else crosses my mind.

so now, my to-do s look like this:
1.make myself commit to the assignment and of course, finish it before Monday!
2.read the friggin notes and memorize as much information as i can.
3.make sure above list is attended before Tuesday.
4.don't tell myself 'i am bored' coz darn it, i have LOTSAAA work to be done!

that's it for now.gonna hit pejabat warden tonite.it's heard that the alumni are having an event so most probably big boss gonna be around.must make myself be seen around school compound or else i'm gonna be easily charged not carrying out my duty.heh.

the perfect combination

4 days-old red rose

thank you mister!

the trip.

i had a chance to reminisce the good old days in Uitm Shah Alam last Tuesday.it was mr.F's brother, Hamdi graduation day and my oh my, never thought that uitm would leave a deep mark in my heart.really.standing in the middle of the crowds has transported my mind back to the good old days with my tesl buddies, especially our uitm graduation day.and how i secretly wish i could be there again, leaving all these hassles behind, enjoying my life to the fullest..and..worryless, of course.

the journey started when the family fetched me at home on Monday at about 12.15pm, with mr.F driving mine while the brothers took charge of the other family car.reason being, he wanted to drive me to teluk intan coz we had to leave the car here for my everyday's use.had lunch at rnr Gua Musang before continuing the journey to his eldest brother's house in Serdang at 9pm.we (me and the sisters and his mom) went bed straight after dinner.

Hamdi's convocation ceremony was in the morning so we had to depart quite early from Seri kembangan.had a tiring but yes happy (for me) moment in uitm especially when the song Uitm Di Hatiku was aired out loud.i almost dropped my tears and believe me, i can still remember the lyrics!

we went off to MAHA 2010 which was held nearby UPM serdang, spending almost two hours there before moving to the next stop, Nilai.His mom wanted to do some shopping and buying stuffs for Afzal's wedding.

next it was Shah Alam again for I-city.it was beautiful, and colourful!but, nothing could be done there except of taking pictures!huhu..had dinner at @Cengkih and departed back to Serdang at 12.30pm.

mr.F drove me back to Teluk Intan at 5 am, leave the car here with me before he went back at 5pm.all in all, it was a nice trip indeed and i had a great time, seriously.pictures later!

updates later!

November 30th 2010
Serdang-Shah Alam-Serdang-Nilai-Shah Alam-Serdang
6.00 am- 12.30 am
^_^


and see you in one week's time mister!