hari ini birthday ain.

hari ni 23 Feb birthday ain, the lil sis.

and tell me how could i get married when i have an awesome life with this lil sister?and to break her heart into pieces?to make her feeling empty and all alone?

well, lil sis..

no matter where am i in this whole world, believe me, my heart is always next to yours. you can reach for me in any minute of the day and night.and here i promise, nothing's gonna change.kakji still akan beli ape2 saja benda unik satu utk kakji and satu utk ain sampai bile2.believe me, Mr.Fadli will never meddle between us and i will make sure he's not going to stop me whenever i wanna splurge on anything for you.heheh.

hmmph.that's the only thing makes the heart feels heavy.

one day when you grow up, spread your wings and explore the world, you'll understand why.and to get married is sometimes not the thing we really want at that moment.it's merely because of the parents, the community, the people around us who will never stop of being judgmental. you know, the never ending questions, the you've-been-together-for-so-long-so-please-get-married-sooner statements, well, kind of fulfillment for others. 

so dear, don't be sad.i will forever be your goofy-silly-sloppy sister who will just simply trade anything in the whole world for you.just for you.

as what they said,

A sister can be seen as someone who is both ourselves and very much not ourselves - a special kind of double.  ~Toni Morrison

A sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life.  ~Isadora James

What's the good of news if you haven't a sister to share it?  ~Jenny DeVries

Sisters annoy, interfere, criticize.  Indulge in monumental sulks, in huffs, in snide remarks.  Borrow.  Break.  Monopolize the bathroom.  Are always underfoot.  But if catastrophe should strike, sisters are there.  Defending you against all comers.  ~Pam Brown

Sisters don't need words.  They have perfected a language of snarls and smiles and frowns and winks - expressions of shocked surprise and incredulity and disbelief.  Sniffs and snorts and gasps and sighs - that can undermine any tale you're telling.  ~Pam Brown

She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities.  She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway.  She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark.  She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink.  Some days, she's the reason you wish you were an only child.  ~Barbara Alpert

and here's my say,

i love you sis, unconditionally ~ your sis.

# i stalked into her secret blog when i stumbled upon above post, which was written about 4 months ago.hmph :(