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and it was soon after thumb-printing myself into school today we received the news.

a father of a student has made a report to  J.p.En in accordance of his child's well-being in the school. the said father claimed that two teachers has offended his child by 'sindiran', that's his exact word. and who's the teacher? well people, it's me..yes, it's me.-_-"

little did i know telling a student to go into class is considered crime nowadays.  went to the hostel's sickbay just to make sure she's there,where she was hiding while playing truant, telling her to go into class, well, for her sake of future, is none of the father's concern. his sole concern is the words like, "kamu x sayang masa depan ke?" which he considers as sarcasm. Amagad. really, u wanna know what sarcasm is? 

sarcasm is, when u, funny people, come interfering with others' lives without enough information..and..well, without enough education, so u would be laughed at.that's sarcasm. i pity you father, coz you know, satisfaction is not only about blaming others, but it is too, found in acceptance of our fault. i was like, oh ok, so u reported.so what's next?what do you want exactly?so the people can put a sentence on my career? to remind me not to put sarcastic words towards my students anymore? i dunno. but i don't consider my words as sarcasm. it comes purely from the heart of a teacher, who eagerly wants to see changes in her student.change to the better.

sigh.

in case u don't know pakcik, i have been a student myself. and today, ten years after, i believe i would be a better person if my teacher scolded me enough. i ain't an obedient child wholly i tell u. i was rebellious. i rebelled when my father forced me to enter that boarding school. i didn't study well.i played truant too.a series of made-believe headache.or stomachache. but nobody saved me.nobody told me to wake up and learn. nobody reminded me in a stricter tone.so here i am now. a pitiful teacher in a gov school. it's saddening, coz i used to believe i have a brain of a doctor.or maybe an astronaut.haha.okay lets get serious.

well father, please, let us shape ur child to be a better person.no words can kill ur child, not even killing her spirit,coz that will only make the child wake up to a brighter day.

learning is a gift, even when pain is your teacher.

i dunno what charge will they put on me.but truthfully, i am hurt.

p/s: this entry is not written purposely for anybody.so x payah nak terasa-terasa.this is a free country so peace!