Tuesday, January 31, 2012

it's hard but it happened.

i experienced a miscarriage on that fateful 14th January 2012. it was a 9 week + pregnancy and an August baby it should be. the pain felt most in the heart, not in the womb. after 7 months of marriage we welcomed our teeny weeny lil fetus in our very own way. with cakes and ballons and candles, so much fun! (tipu. truth is we had this kind of fight the night before haha). anyways,  Allah then decides it's not the right time yet for us. after few blood spots on the panties, followed by pain and aches, the doctor confirmed that it is no longer with us. to have it only for 9 weeks + is already a blessing for me. i couldn't thank Allah more for that. and i know, He'll give us one sooner, a cheeky cuddly handsome and smart one Insyaallah.

" His command, when He intends anything, is only to say to it: Be, so it is." 82, Yaa Seen.

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