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it's 1.47 a.m..

baru dpt inspirasi nak update blog.(what?update blog kena ada inspirasi?)haha..well..

lets start this with happy note.

reason?

sbb td baru lepas bace someone's blog yg i think i noe her.my super senior from Faris kot and she married somebody from her batch n dat guy was quite famous lah dulu2.anyways, keep her as anonymous is a better option i think.hmm..lepas bace blog die yg i baru tertaksengaja terjumpe tu, i was like, omg..life shud be appreciated.that's that.

i must stop whining

sbb wpon byk keje, that means i am still with a job.bukan jobless.slame ni, slalu merungut byk keje la, xreti buat keje la, tertekan dgn keadaan sekeliling dan keje x best la, everything pasal keje brings depression la.haih...now i noe, it's hard to earn bucks.yg i tau slame ni, latest pon by 25th mesti dpt gaji.then bleh berjimba2 then merungut lagi gaji x cukup and gov shud pay us more.hmm..oklah, keje i ni bukan sebuah kerja yg diimpi2kan leh semua belia2 di luar sane, dan bukan sebuah kerja yg boleh dibanggakan pon sbb my pay is not dat good pon.cukuplah sederhana2 bagi seorg fresh graduate.tapi tu lah, at least dpt jugak duit.hmm..

life pon so far so good.wpon xbest dok sorg2 dlm kotak, tapi bukan teruk sgt pon.i have students all around me, i have black bug yg boleh dibwa kemane2, i bukan duduk dlm hutan belantara, dan paling penting, i have such a beautiful family.responsible father, understanding mom, dat's more than enuff.wpon jauh, i can always reach out for them.bleh call tiap2 hari.cuti skolah bleh balik dok umah lame2.sigh.knpela slme ni slalu xsedar yg kite sepatotnya bersyukur dgn apa yg kite ade ni?slalu nak kejar benda2 lain dlm hidup sdgkan we're already blessed.

mungkin sbb slame ni kite slalu pikir kite je yg tersusah antara org lain so jd la demotivated.sedangkan ramai lagi org yg lebih susah di luar sane.hmm..

so now i noe what i want in twenty-ten.
1. to be happy!
2. start my savings! (-_-")

and about my senior, i never thot she would turn out to be like dat.i mean, she's a beauty with brain.married someone who is charismatic.but when i read her entries about the money n marriage probs, i feel like insaf gler.we can never predict our future, rite?oh takot..